Monday, January 26, 2009

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Hello :]
here's my long overdue entry hehe.
I was supposed to have a new year's special entry but somethin' happened so yeah, scratched that heh.
but I'm back! If yknw whad I mean.

anyways, as y'all should know,
I turned 19 on 18 January! heh.

Is there a vast difference in the transition of 18 goin' on 19?
Nope. The only thing it made me realized is that I'm gna be 20 soon!
the BIGGGGG TWO-O.
look at me!
twenty & me don't go together at all!
ahahahahaha.

I shall blog the best bits of 1801.
:]

I actually had a mental note of who I wished to spent my birthday with.
Some of the special people in my life.
here it is in random order:

Ohana
mom & bro
kuzzies ana & dian
my fave aunts cik minah & cik aye
my little darlings


my weiyi, Sabrina
Izzat
my girls; bibi kelly ning zhi jo agnes
Tasha bestie
vocal clique

IES
jacinta b.f.

I'm happy I got to spent it with most of 'em.
For the ones whom I didn't get to celebrate with,
wished you were there! heh.
Love love! :]

1801 Part I.

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At the stroke of midnight, had a surprise birthday sleepover hehe.
My mom actually went out & pretended to be out with her friends.
Then she quietly entered the house with six boxes of pizza.
After that slowly the rest also entered the house.
There was sabrina, bibi, kelly, jophillien, my kuzzie; dian & my mom's friend; Yannie plus her little ones! heh.

I think they knew I could predict there was gna be surprise that day haha.
I'm so sorry! but I reaaaally appreciate it! hehe.
I didn't expected my kuzzie & my mom's friend to be there tho' heh.
thanks bibi for planning it! :]

we stuffed ourselves with pizzas, ate choco mint cake, watched Sisterhood of The Travelling Pants 2, youtube vids etc haha.

Didn't slept till lyke 4-5 am plus in da morn lol.

Oh ya! there was this v. funny moment.
My mom was asking "Sabrina, why you never bring PC along?"
Then she replied, saying "so heavy laa, l8er got church some more".
LMAO!

My mom & I were laughing while she was still wondering why we were for a min ahahaha.
she thought my mom was refering to her laptop lol.
F.Y.I. PC is our Red Camp mentor, a person.
lol :P

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kuzzie dian :]

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the busy people!
uh-huh uh-huh.

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weiyi's prezzie (a stitch pillow which I hug
to sleep every night now hehe) & the girls' card.
check out the background lol.

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the girls' prezzie!
a billabong cap & a personalized pullover.
I really love 'em! thank you lovelies :D

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Emo shot...
lyke reaaal only ahahaha :P

1801 Part II.

In da afternoon, met up with my kuzzies.
we wenta Orchard for music therapy!
mwahahahaha :D
wenta Ming Arcade's Cash Studio for karaoke.

I swear I had lotsa fun! lol.
I sang till I couldn't sing anymore.
I laughed until I wanted to pee in my pants! LOL.
plus I was lyke some siao char bor.
I think people would have thought I was intoxicated or somethin' haha.

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kuzzie love :]

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muack muack muack!

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my shorts & her jacket seemed lyke
they came from the same material haha!

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I'm crazy lyke that ;)
LOL.

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feeling2 or whaaatttt.
ahahahahaha :P

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my dearrrr brother ehem-ehem.
bluek! ahahaha :P

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We were singing Acha & Irwansyah's My Heart.
Imagine that haha.

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available in Toys R Us now!
collect all 4 :P

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After the karaoke session, we had a nice chatting session at Mcd heh.
I ate lotsa lotsa fries with chilli & mayo! yum-yum :D
it was nice catching up on our childhood memories plus gossip hehe.

IES Birthday Surprise.

It all started with matty tricking me into accompanying her to the toilet, change of project meeting venue yada yada haha.
Then when I came to the canteen, saw the bunch crowding around a table & the flicker of a flame from the candle haha.

thanks for the Stitch prezzie IES! hehe.
Ooh, tijah gave me a separate prezzie.
She gave me a cotton on bra! kinky or whaattt. ahahahaha.
it's the 2nd time I'm receiving lingerie for my birthday lol.

Ooh! the cake was delicious!
blueberry with cream :]

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I really had a gr8 19th birthday.
thank you so much for those who made it happen, really.
& thanks for all the bday wishes!

I shall end here for now.
much love (:

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Sweet misery.

I'm sorry for being an emotional wreck lately.
I've been crying every night.
I couldn't take it today either.
In the bus, in school.
All I wanted to do was to hide away from everyone.
I know I don't smile or laugh like I used to anymore.
I haven't been myself lately.
I promise I'll be back soon.

It's like there's this constant stabbing feeling goin' on in my heart everywhere I go.
STAB. STAB. STAB.
It really hurts. a lot.
It sucks that I can't do anything about it.
I don't know what to say anymore.
Nothing can make it all better.

why must everything fall apart?
why must life be so unfair?

I just want everything to be ok again.
I want to be happy again.
I'm not even looking forward to my birthday.
),:

PS: I'll really appreciate it if people don't rub it in.
thank you.

Monday, January 05, 2009

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.

All At Once
by The Fray


There are certain people you just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to her now she's in question

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there

Looking for the right one you line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you had her, maybe you lost her to another

To another