BGM: Who I Am Hates Who I've Been - Relient K

AAAAHHHHHHHHHH

wei qiang's right.
it's turning into an obsession.

I LOVE RELIENT K! :DD
heh.

i wanna post their pic bt i'm having some prob doing so right now.
=/

but if you wanna check 'em out,
click here.

anyways,
watched their vids just now.
Be My Escape is cool.
Who I Am Hates Who I've Been is funny and cute.
(:

it's no wonder.
1 drummer and four guitarists.
WOO HOO

*swoons*
XD

ok ok.
I shall stop here.
Cos if not, this will never end.
:D

WISHLIST UPDATED :D

omg.
guess whad i did just now...



i did it.
yes it.



i joined Singapore Idol.



now who'a gna go and ton with me?
(:

WISHLIST UPDATED.

HELLLOOO :DD

missed me?
hehe.
hvnt been blogging huhs.

it's been a busy week.
i think i was only free on thur and tday.
bleh.

my tagboard isn't loading so cant reply tags at da moment.
if there is any that is heh.

my mom's not in singapore at da moment.
whee~
more freedom :D
take note it's more freedom, not just freedom haha.
my mom does gives me freedom alrighty heh.

oh yea, according to daud,
sleeping can make you grow taller.


really?
than whad have i been doing wrong all this while.
Cos i'm not growing vertically at all.
or even horizontally.
LOL XD


AND AND AND.
chickens can make you grow fatter.
-.-''

bleh.
it's so oily.
i don't want.

oh yea,
i have a new fascination.
yepp.


fortune cookies (:
my mom and i found the readings very true.
Cos it's lyke so related to whads been going on in our lives.
I find my friends' readings true too.
But don't know why fiona's cookie was empty.
=X


ohk-oh.
shall give her another one.
if that one also don't have,
i don't know whad to say haha.

p.s: thanks si ming fer da ride home tday.
HEH (:

or should i say lao bei?
i have no idea hwta spell that word.
XD

notice me ;
for all the right reasons .

BGM: Dance Dance - Fallout Boy

yes!
the day has finally come.
Mr Paranoia has left the building.
:D

he's a pig.
he laid a finger on my mom.
that was it.
go to hell mann.
no good human being.
a walking waste of oxygen.

haha.
but today was so shameful.
for him, that is.
was forced to pack up and leave.
witnessed by da trio.
my mom and my 2 fave aunts.

shame on you.
a disgrace to mankind.
let's see how long this will last.
better don't come crawling back
lyke you did before over and over again.

she's soooooo better off without you.
:D

Okay. got this from friendster.
must read cos it's VERY interesting.
24 sweet facts abt guys.
somethin' new ryte? :D
(note da sarcasm XD)

1.Once they send you a message,they hope you'll reply.
They will not be angry with you if you don't,
they'll just be sorry for themselves for a long time for not being good enough for you.
So girls please try to reply.

2. Most boys notice details, and the rest try to..really even though some of them fail.

3.Guys get jealous too. Not like how girls get jealous, they get jealous feeling disappointed that the person their dream girl is talking so intimately to, is not them

4.Guys are easy going most of the time but when they get angry its usually really serious. There are not many male chauvinist pigs around.

5.Not all guys flirt. Some do not know what's the difference between flirting and being nice.

6.Boys don't like girls to disturb them. However they do enjoy disturbing girls not in a bad way but a sweet way.

7.Boys like it when girls contact them, whether it be sms or call or even through a testimonial in friendster.

8.Guys enjoy spending time with their girlfriend more than anything.

9. Guys like girls. Thats universal. You could be a good girl or a bad girl, some guy would like you.

10.Guys could go out with anyone. Not just the girl that he likes.

11.Guys do like buying things for their girl. And you know what? They usually don't expect much back the girl's smile would be enough to make them chuckle to themselves the whole day.

12. When a guy suddenly messages you a whole lot telling you how much you mean to him... he's desperate... not just desperate for anyone, he's desperate for you. Most probably he had already tried many times to tell you and failed to get your attention

13.Guys need your affirmation sometimes. Hugging them and whispering to them when you talk really does magic.

14. Boys all round the world at every point in time is trying to hold some girl's hand. If you like a guy make sure your hand is there.

15.Most guys love it when you tell them they're special.

16.Guys love it when you message them for no reason.That shows you want to talk. So girls, don't send the wrong message and do not procrastinate.

17.Guys sometimes just can't let you know everything but usually its good to keep somethings unsaid.

18.Girls, its easy to spot whether a guy is to make you laugh and smile and like him or he is really childish. It really hurts when you say it in a serious way that he's childish and all this time you don't buy his attempts at it. Trust me you'd have killed something in him if you say that.

19. If a guy told you that he wakes up at night crying because of you, it is more commonly true and you have certainly captured his heart.

20.If you are his girlfriend then trust him. Its really important to him.

21 . Boys who are really in love with their girlfriends will not tell them all their problems.So girls, don't push it.

22. When guys don't message you as much as theyuse to its usually because they miss you alot and theydon't know what to say in their message.

23. When a guy tells you again and again that heloves you over a period of time even though you rejected him, believe it. The longer the time between each time he trys to get you, the more you should know that the only girl that he is waiting for its you. Its really hard for a guy to say it again and again.

24. If a guy used to send you poems that was really sweet, and he stopped, he probably thinks that you didn't appreciated them as much as the time and effort he use to think them out. So try to respond to them.... even though you never recieve them he never stopped writin them...

You know what? You might think this is all bullshit. But it has certainly came to pass in many instances. Repost this if youwant to. Nothing will happen to you if you don't. But itmight just change many relationships if it was passed on

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
I'M SIXTEEN!

AAAHHHHHH
*boogies*
XD

first and foremost,
thanks to EVERYONE who wished me.
<3 y'all.
(:

thanks to fiona, kelly, ning zhi, yuemin & darrich.
(you guys shud know whad i'm thanking you fer.)
HEH (:

AND AND AND.

my fave girl.
thanks tasha fer dedicating an entire entry to ME!
love ya to bits!
<333333

here are some photos of ytd's partee at my aunt's house.
all thanks to da trio.
-my 2 fave aunts & my mom.
(:



THE CAKE. :D


FOOD! XD


This looks lyke i was constipating or somethin' rather than trying to make a wish can. >.<''



I <3 them :D


no comment. LOL


see that light? it's real. not an effect. this proves that i'm a natural born angel HEH :D
(don't barf please) XD

it has definitely been one helluva burfdae.
from this day forward, this shall be my most memorable day.
till a better one comes along.
HEH :D

BGM: Drops Of Jupiter - Train

HELLO (:

thanks people fer da early mini burfdae celebration at Pizza Hut!
HEH :D

tho' you guys still didn't really succeeded in smashing da cake on my face.
Or da other way around =P
Cos i'm strong-HEADed mahs.
MWAHAHAHA XD

But whad you did succeed was making me taste da chilli you put in da cake.
the taste stayed in my mouth fer quite a while can.
-.-''

POA period was a bit embarassing.
Jac sorta accidentally "flicked" my specs off my face two times.
Got laughed at by sab & wei qiang .
Wei qiang never laughs y'know so imagined how funny da situation was.
so paiseh
>.<''

yes yes.
i must get a new specs frame.
anyone wants to sponser?
i'll love you A LOT!
HEH :DD

fill to burst.

sab's good at making me blurt out da things that's bothering me.
still remembered the last time i did.
but i didn't mind cos it's her.
was on the verge of breaking down tday =X
but i guess she saw it coming so she didnt pry.

but i know i'll be OK.
(:

TWO days more to my birthday.
WHEEEE
:DDD

BGM: Climbing The Walls - The Backstreet Boys

Isolation;
is my solution.
Solitude;
finding comfort in pain.
Lost in confusion.
Drowning myself in books.
To forget about it.
I don't want anyone to know about it.
Don't bother asking me questions about it.
just let me be.
I'll find my way.
perhaps by tomorrow,
all this will fade away
and by then,
i'll be okay.
(:

I really hope i don't ruin my own birthday.
just 4 days more.
Hope by then i'll be hyped about it.
oh yea, i seriously need to put on weight can.
:(

it just doesn't seem right.
that's why.
Both falling in too deep.
But i don't know if we're on the same page.
Cos he's ever-changing.
<333

Two pencils in a box,
parallel but not alive to each other.

the silence that's between us.
despite only mere distance away from each other.
i don't why i can't bring myself to speak.
and neither do you.
All i can remember when i last saw you today was you,
back faced against me; walking away...
let that not be a sign.
please.

i'm sorry .
<333

HEY HEY HEY!

guess whad?
ytd i thot to myself.
let's see if i sang, wud it stop raining?

had free time while waiting for FRIENDS to start.
so i started practicing my singing fer a lil' while.

AND IT DID! :DD

it never rained at nite and today too!
whee~
pure coincidence?
hmm.
perhaps perhaps perhaps.
or maybe not.
heh.

kept singing to myself Train's Drops Of Jupiter in class tday.
sucha nicee song (:

Ever since i started sitting on da right side of da canteen during recesses,
things happen to me.
not good stuffs.
and i definitely don't lyke the unwanted attention that comes along with it.
so suay can.
must be bad aura or somethin'.
=/

Has it dawned upon you that today is Friday The 13th?
AAAHHHHH!
XD

whad people should know by now:
My nothings always means something.
think about it.

I missed you while i was looking for myself out there.
<333

Since i have nothing to do at the moment...

there's two things you can read in this entry.
either da questionaire;
or skip that and read the other "thing".
HEH
:D

10 questions.

01. what is the time and date today?
19:42pm; 12 JAN 06.

o2. what are you doing now?
This and listening to Relient K's the one i'm waiting for :D

03. what is the thing that you treasure most?
thing ryte? hmm..the thing that gets me through the days -my mp3 :D

04. what is the most memorable date to you?
18 JAN 90! haha! XD

05. why?
cos it was the day i was born lol. blah. perhaps i've yet to experience a very very very very very memorable day heh (:

06. are you in a relationship?
nah.

07. which songs do you like the most? ( list 3 )
Currently:
*ANYTHING from RELIENT K's mmhmm album :DD
*You Get Me - Michelle Branch
*Catch Your Wave - The Click Five

08. which do you like the most?
err..relient k -duhh :D

09. do you believe in miracles?
maybe. maybe not.

10. who are you thinking about now?
a particular somebody maybe? heh.

Let's play pretend! :D

Things to do when you are in a crowd:

1. Tap somebody on the shoulder and walk away
2. Have a wide smile plastered on your face and
act as if it's your normal look
3. Scream then pretend you didn't do it when
people look at you
4. Spot a person walking alone and get a friend to
walk beside him/her together with you for a while, see how he/she responds
5. Wave and jump wildly at nothing in front of you
making people think that you're referring to them
6. Sit at a bench and stick out your legs hoping
to trip someone
7. Stop every few steps and pretend to think about something
8. Walk around in circles
9. Sing It's A Small World really loudly over and over again
10. Randomly select a person, jump in front of him
and pretend to be a rocker playing the guitar
11. Stand with your back against the wall and say BOO! when someone walks past

Remember to always pretend you didn't do it. (^,^)

Added Link: elaine (:

I thought that if i left you alone,
you'll figure it out;
have the decency to change.
but you let your immaturity get the better of you once again.

you'll wake up one day but perhaps by then,
it'll be too late.

i don't know why i experienced some strange emotions today.
in school, i was feeling confused.
thought about something too much i guess.
i wasn't sure what exactly the feelings were.
there were just there.

But all it took was one afternoon nap.
woke up and it was gone.
(:

darn it.
had PE tday.
took my height and weight.
i so need to put on more weight and grow taller can.
but my mom doesn't want me to do skipping cos she says eventually i'll grow.
If i do skip, perhaps i'll regret.
and end up tall rather than petite.

Ok laa.
dey do say moms knows best.
but a lil' bit won't hurt ryte?
heh.

I think i loss weight due to da fasting month.
bleh.

ANYWAYS XD ;
met our sibling class tday.
3n2. ( i don't know whads da no. haha =P)
finally said hi to beverly hehe.
heard cupcake's voice fer da first time.
so cutee can :D

we were paired up.
my buddy's name starts with an R.
yea, i can't rmb or pronouce her name.
sawree >.<''
but this is a first okay.
-i swear (:

woo hoo.
tmr's hari raya haji.
i'll get to stuff myself with FOOD!
AND AND AND.
meet my lil monster zurah, too!
:DD

p.s: thank you daud fer ure care and concern tday.
i'm so touched heh. <33

BGM: Tears And Rain - James Blunt.

wow.
i'm so happy fer shi jie.
JC life.
starting anew.
new cool friends.
so jealous can haha.

oh yea, and guess whad?
my kuzzie's in da same class as him also.
so cool :D
it's a small world afterall.
(:

NEW ADDITIONS:
Laughter; Soliloquy.
UPDATED:
Cutestuff.
BGM: Superman - Five For Fighting.

Had a Scorpion meeting in da morning.
damn, there's so much pressure.
I have to be done with da cheers by 2 freaking weeks.
plus teachers are alrdy talking abt the N-lvls.
>.<''

After that,
i accompanied yvonne to eat.
something weird happened.
Someone tapped my shoulder.
turned arnd,
nobody.
then turn back front,
there was this man.
he alrdy walked away lyke hw many steps and then came back to our table.
He was mumbling and pointing to me or somethin'.
Then he walked away.
Yvonne & me were lyke "whad?"

so absurd.
i dont even know da man.
:S

Had time to take an afternoon nap haha.
went out with jac in da afternoon.
bought daud's prezzie :D
heh.
he very well better appreciate it lol.

oh yea, guess whad?
me and jac were in da mrt.
someone was standing at da corner.
When he/she (cdnt rmb laa XD) left,
i backed up to da corner.
then suddenly, *POM*
i hit my head against that emergency button thingy.
and the sound was sorta loud fer a minor hit XD
i was so paiseh mann.
my immediate reaction was laughing out loud haha.
me and jac cdnt stop laughing abt it throughout da journey
LOL XD

And this isn't my first time heh.
=X
2 times alrdy.
Da first was when i was alone.
There was even this grp of boys near me.
heng there wasn't really a sound
okay. perhaps a bit.
To not notice if they noticed it or not,
i smsed ning zhi haha.

I keep forgetting there's that stupid emergency-button-wich-nobody-ever-uses there laa.
must not have a 3rd time.
>.<''

serendipity .
(:

NEW ADDITIONS:
Friendship .
WISHLIST UPDATED :D

Superficiality -far from non-existent.

Guess whad?
we have a winner!
so far nobody's been able to get that pirannhas (is that hw it's spelled? =X) riddle correct....
till tday that is.

it's Hazmi haha!
according to him, there's nothing he doesn't know.
rightt-
-.-''

he totally cracked me up with da hunter & elephant riddle lol.
XD

Met Darrich today (:
and he brought along da sweets from Australia which he promised me & ning zhi.
yay!
so yummylicious can :D
heh.

My search for Relient K's Mmhmm is over.
After lyke 4 cd shops i think =P ;
finally found their album at that cd shop at Heartland Mall.
But left one only =X
i wonder why.
Cos i don't think a lot of people know abt 'em.
From my circle of friends;
da only people whom i know have heard of 'em is shi jie and daud.

oh wells.
hopefully there's still more selling at HMV.
*fingers crossed*
>.<''

RELIENT K
-they totally rawk my socks off.

UH-HUH UH-HUH.
XD

HELLO (:

so far school's been okay.
Got Miss Kuck and Mrs Doreen Ng as our form teachers.
woo hoo!
heng i never got any troublesome teachers.
=X
heh.

AND AND AND.
now's da class is quiet.
mmhmm.
strange huhs.
BUT GOOD :D
XD

Oh yea, instead of 4n2
our class is called 409.
sounds lyke a gang no., prison no., hotel rm no. etc huhs.
haha!
=P

why?
Cos it's Mrs Low way of showing equality.
As in, it doesn't matter if ure in Express, Na or tech.
now we're sorta equal.
Cos in this way, we'll be reflected by no. and not by stream in our results slip you see.
lol.

It's a great change but still,
it's kinda weird to adjust to.

Okie dokie.
Let me list the names of the people in 4N2's 06!
(and let's see if i managed to list out all of 'em heh.)
(:

Ex-3n2 '05.
Liyana -duhh. XD
Jacinta
Fiona
Chin Ying
Sabrina
Siti
Lee Peng
Brandon
Peggie
Audrey
Sherlyn
Hong Yuan
Steven
Kok Meng
Francesca
Mei Wei
Yong Cai
Rong Yi
Michelle
Hafiz
Jun Wei

Da newbies :D
Yuemin
Qiao Li
Samuel
Alan
Wei Qiang
Jeremy Ng
Wen Han
Wei Chong
Kenny
Samantha
Syakir

let's see if i have 32.
*recounts*

yay!
yepp 32.
*applause*
arent i so thoughtful?
hehe.
XD

Now that wen han's in my class,
i have someone to kacau.
yayness :D
XD

and there's yuemin darhling too
:D

5 JAN.
tmr's daud's burfdae!
Then i'm next.
WHEE~
sweett* sixteen
(:

NEW ADDITIONS:
Metamorphosis; Cutestuff .
BGM: Drive - Incubus
Added Links: debbie; sabrina (:




HAPPY NEW YEAR! :DD

woo hoo.
had a blast ytd
:D

celebrated at the Esplanade area.
the fireworks were gorgeous.
i had fun screaming "whoo" continuosly haha!
XD

there was this live band playing there too.
we sang along.
i got sprayed haha.
And it didnt help that i had long hair lol.
-.-''

having my mom's friend there was a plus.
he was so damn hilarious.
kept giving us riddles lol.
cdn't stop laughing.

i actually took lotsa photos.
but lazy to post laa...
heh.
=X

cant believe school's on Tuesday.

P.S: check out da new sections i recently added alrighty.

ciao! (: