The sun's coming back to show promise of a better day each & every day.
(:

Yesterday

Our time table was pushed back cos assembly was brought forward in da morn.
Chee kit was in this skit..
& he was so cute!
gr8 acting skills.
so funny, really cheered me up & made me laugh so hard.

He said some funny lines lyke:

It's a bright & beautiful morning!
Cant you see there's so many suns in the sky today?

Everyday you open your cabinet you can see Lee Hsien Loong.

Somethin' liddat laa haha.
His expressions was so damn hilarious also.
cheers to chee kit :D

PE.
Finally, completed all my 5 items.
Had fun playing badminton with my girls :D

Today

A complete turnaround; totally different from yesterday

I was almost late for school.
Was panting by da time I reached sch. -.-''
Stained my skirt.
Embarassing. Glad it wasnt that noticeable.

But luckily I was in a very good mood tday.
So it didnt affected me that much.
PMS never got in da way lol :D

Miss Kuck talked to us during Math period.
About having da sense of urgency & starting revisions for da Os now before it's too late.
Time likes to play an illusion on us.

I really hope I dont lose sight of what I really want.
I know I wont but will I be able to get it?
I really want to get into Mass Comm.,
the course I've been aiming to get into since sec 3.
If I dont get it, I think I'll be really bummed.
So I better make sure I work my ass off for da Os.

Had a gr8 convo. with jan, rong hui & xinyi in da lib during my free period.
Laugh here, laugh there haha.

Here's one random fact for you:

If your knee is pointing in the direction of someone when you sit,
it shows that you're interested in that particular person.

Heh :]

America's Next Top Model.
the winner is...*drumroll*


CariDee :D


Her winning Cover Girl shot.


Her winning shot with Tyra.



Altho' she may tend to get overboard with her craziness sometimes,
but you gotta love her personality.
Strong. Determined. Insane. Fun.
The type of girl we shud be lookin' up to.
(:

I bet all da other girls would be lyke,
"In yo' face, Melrose!"

LOL x:

Melrose definitely sticks to the quote,
"Fake it till you make it."
Ironically =P


Brooke, my other favourite girl.

She's full of personality, spunk, youth & she's bubbly.
Not to mention, sweet & pretty.
She's good at rapping too ;D

But her farewell was the saddest cos she went home on the day that she's supposed to celebrate her high school graduation.
She's the youngest in da comp.
So she's yet to gain experience for modelling.
Hope to see her in da scene some day (:

American Idol.
I've only watch lyke 2/3 episodes in da beginning.
& recently watched it last week I think.

The Final Two:
Blake & Jordin.

I want Blake to win :D
Cos I think he's so unique.
He always adds a special somethin' in da song he sings.
He makes it his own.
& I think he sings Maroon 5 songs better than Maroon 5 lol. x:
He's got this special flava.
& his beatboxing rocks \m/

American Idol Finals.
Ch5. Wednesday, 10pm.
Go catch it! ;D

Ouh! I have a new love.
& that is...*drumroll again*

Chocolate Mint :D

Currently addicted to da choco mint choc that wen han intro-ed to me & also that square chocolate mint sweet.
Yknw that one that has this white face with a choc. egyptian type hair lol.
Love 'em :D

Actually, I think I love anything that has mint in it.
Cos my fave bubble tea flavour is peppermint too heh :D

MT Os is in 6 days more.
AAHHHHHH :O
wish me luck!
Please at least let me pass.
*fingers crossed*

P.S. Cikgu is gna treat us on friday, after our last lesson for da MT Os.
Yay :DDDDDD

The High Road
By JoJo.

I gave you my heart
I gave you my soul
I gave everything that I had
But you left me in the cold

But still I have faith
Somehow I believe
That if I keep love in my heart
It will find it's way to me

I could fight
Seek revenge
But that's not who I am
No I'm not giving in
I will rise above

[Chorus]
I'm gonna keep walking
Though it may seem far
I'm gonna keep preaching
When life gets too hard
Not gonna let you bring me down
I'll take the high road

I'm gonna keep climbing
Till I see the top
I'm gonna keep trying
Though I may get lost
Not gonna let you bring me down
I'll take the high road

I'm gonna get by on the high road
Yes I will
I'm gonna get by on the high road

This pain that I feel
I will overcome
I know somewhere deep down inside
It's the pain that makes us strong
I could curse
I could shout
Take the easy way out
I forgive you
somehow I will rise above

[Chorus]

I get by
To be real
I can't keep it inside
I may fall sometimes
but I will survive

I'm gonna keep reaching
I'm gonna keep climbing
I'm gonna keep trying

[Chorus]

I'm gonna get by on the high road

LINKS
Added: Elaine Soo.

T.G.I.F.
Finally, it's da weekends;
a break from school life.

28 May is gettin' nearer.
MT O lvl exam & my brother's birthday.
how nice =P

As the MT O lvl exam is approaching,
work is piling up.
Just ytd, had 3 papers to do as homework in a day.
Given another 3 papers tday but at least we can do it over a period of 3 days heh.

Thanks Cik Minah for your notes.
They're very useful.
My cute aunt, I love you :]

Thank you mama for getting me da I.P. Zone jacket!
It's uber cool.
She said she had a hard time choosing for me one cos all of 'em were so nice.
Should have bought all of 'em at one go right?
Then I can wear diff. jackets on monday, tuesday, wednesday....
xD
I love you mama :]

Multiply.
They have this function where your Blogger posts can automatically be published there.
So cool (:
Now peeps there also can read from there.
I value your feedbacks, btw. :]
For those who happen to have Multiply, add me up alrighty?
(:

And thank god now Blogger has a draft autosave function.
Smart.

Mid-year results are depressing.
I know everyone didnt do well but it doesnt give me the right to do badly either.

My best subject, English, got a C.
Altho' I passed, but it's not good enough.
I expected compre to pull me down cos it was very challenging.
But I think I made the mistake of choosing da wrong topic for compo.
There was lack of content.

I feel so disenchanted now.
If I cant even score well for my english,
is there hope left for my other subjects?
Sigh.

Shall do more compre practices.
And continue with my reading hobby.
But lately, I dont have time for it.
Miss reading storybks alot. :(

I feel so detached & disconnected from my friends lately.
:/

I dont know if people notice that I'm not myself lately.
More quiet & reserved than usual at times.
I know actually one person has.
hmm.

Bottling up;
cant help it, it's my thing.

Tears;
they come only when I'm in my room,
lying on my bed.
Where nobody can hear me or see the vulnerable state that I'm in.
Where I find comfort in silent solitude.
The only place where I can let it all out.

In the end, I know nobody can save me but myself.


Till it's all over & done.

Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart?

Heavily Broken
By The Veronicas.

Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end

[Chorus]
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end

[Chorus]

Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air
(Screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care

[Chorus]

Daddy's little girl?
used to be.

Now?
a definite NO.

I may be a child to you,
but you're no wiser than me.

Practice what you preach.
Think before you speak.
Mind your words.

I may be a child to you,
but reality check:

I'm all grown up.

I know what's right from wrong.
I deserve the same respect like you would give to any other adult.

No, you dont know what's best for me.
In fact, you dont even know what's best for you.

Finger-pointing.
Accusations.
Beating around the bush.
Illogical crap.
I've had about enough.

Look who's the one that screwed up now.
Look who's the one left with nothing but memories now.

And Money, cant buy love or happiness.
If it can, then most probably that love you're receiving is insincere.

Thnks Fr Th Mmrs.

I dont need you.
Period.


All the love that I need.

Ohana means Family.
Family means nobody gets left behind..
or forgotten.

so long & good night.

Disclaimer:
Full of content.
No time? Dont read.
Got time? Then proceed.

XD

Oh my gosh.
I'll be having MT intensive for two whole weeks.
Two weeks of school with nothing but malay.
GAH.
tak boleh tahan ar :O
LOL.

Nevermind laa, it's for our own good.
Cos 28 May is our MT O lvl exam.
I better make this worthwhile & gt at least an A2 for da first try.
If not, mst re-take again.
Bleh =P

I hope my average malay language skills will transform to an A2 lvl malay student skills within this two weeks.

I know, sounds impossible.
But miracles do happen.
& I hope it'll happen to me.
Then I'll be super duper euphoric I tell you.
lol :D

For today, I was very determined & kept pushing on.
Surprisingly, I had alot to write for da letter-writing & compo practice.
But after our 2nd break, had to do paper 2.
I was so sleepy by then lol.
Zzzzzzz T.T

Oh ya, while doin' our papers,
our teacher kept sayin:

Jangan pandang belakang.

LOL.
(think Dont Look Back, da new malay movie lol.)

Sunday; 13 May 07.

HAPPY MAMA'S DAY :D

lol.
gave my mom this:



mama says:

so cute!

Heh :D

Went out with my family to CP to eat.
Ouh, borrowed library books.
Hopefully this time, I have time to read 'em lol.
Finally found two books that I havent read before from the Confessions Of Georgia Nicolson series :D

& today, also finally had time to see Music & Lyrics.
Love da process of writing lyrics & creating da melody.
sweet love story (:

Check out Haley Bennett:




Aint she gorgeous?
Her voice is so melodic also.
Whole package baybeh. ;D

Saturday; 12 May 07.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AWI :D

10th May Taurean ;D



done by Tingxuan :D

Went to Pasir Ris Park for da party.
Made a card & shared a prezzie with weiyi :]
Once we reached there, helped out here & there.
Da theme was red :D
So everyone was expected to wear red lol.

It rained but it definitely didnt dampened our mood (:
Played captain's ball.
I got targeted by somebody.
Even other people noticed.
Jealously definitely brings out the da green-eyed monster in a person.
Pick your own size please.
Bleh.

Anyways, took loads of photos with kath's cam.
A lot of justis's awkard poses haha xD
Overall, the game was very funny lol.

Afterwards, we came to kath's rescue!
LOL
cycled all da way to Cheers to get butter.
I sat on da ledge while sabrina cycled
-my butt hurt lol.

Anyways, cycled pass this grp of guys.
Suddenly, one of 'em called us les.
So we said to each other loudly:

Weiyi, I love you!
I love you too!
Muu-ack!
Muack!

LOL.
dont mess with us haha.
=P

Then got to eat bbq food :D
Afterwards, mingled here & there.
Before we went off, got a peck on da cheek from yunting!
Haha :D

It's been so long since I last met Soul Track & the Trio; awi, justis & andy.
Got to know a new friend too, wanqi, tingxuan's friend :]
Overall, I had fun :D

Friday; 11 May 07.

No exams = no school.
Yay :D

Went out with sabrina.
We sort of, combed da whole of Orchard lol.
Walked here, there, everywhere. xD
& we were walking on an empty stomach some more.
Never ate anything till lyke 4 plus I think? lol.
That was when we met up with jac at Far East.
Got to eat my fave char kway teow :D

Ouh, bumped into julia :]
I thought I was almost being kidnapped cos suddenly a hand grabbed me out of nowhere lol!

Thursday; 10 May 07.

It was da last day of exams!
woo hoo :D
everything about that day was gr8.
(minus da chem paper lol.)

After our last paper, geography,
straightaway wenta Junction 8 with bibi & agnes.
Got to eat salted popcorn & nachos with CHEESE :D
haha.

Spiderman 3.
One word:
AWESOME :D
lyke duh right heh heh.
I love him to bits.
A lot of themes in da movie..
Love. Friendship. Revenge. Greed. Humour. Suspense.

I know, all in one movie.
Does any movie get any better than that? haha.
cried at one part cos someone almost died.
If not, I would've been so heartbroken I tell you lol.
=P

Oh ya, must check out da revengeful version of spidey.
Spiderman also know hwta emo.
LOL

Took neoprints :D
It's been eons since my last one.
Took two times bcos da girls loved da first one so much lol.
But in da end, da first one was da best haha.
Definitely had a gr8 time.
I love my girls!
MUACK :D

Before I forget,
thanks for da study dates!
sabrina, daud, wen han, eugene, siti, hazmi, ningzhi, kelly & fiona.

I dont know why, but da promiscuous girl song comes to mind.
HAHA x:

Before I forget, thank you daud for da adidas book :D
I'll be waiting for your letter heh.

& thank you bibi for this cute pen :D


She bought it for me cos it reminded her of me.
Guess why?

ORANGE!
haha :D

Altho' fluff is not my thang,
but I appreciate it. alot.
Love love :D

Okie dokie, as promised, here's your long-awaited CHEESE :D
haha.

7 April 07.
Edwyn's Birthday :D


Meooooow. xD


I'm happy to see them so happy :D


sinmei's attempt to take a picture of us haha.


candid shot by...you guessed it, sinmei haha :D


Before..


After...Edwyn realised da person holding him wasnt kelly lol.
XD


:DDDDD


I love cheena fans! Heh :D

14 April 07.
Homecoming Day :D








Me with da SoulTrack girls :D


Candid shot -yes, for real.




Tingxuan :]




Fauzan (:
Cant blame us for lookin' at diff. directions
-there were two cams lol. =P






Hidayah :]


Miss Lee! Haha :D


Sabrina a.k.a. wo de wei yi :D


Psychopaths :D


Photo peeps ;D
When you dont cooperate, you'll look lyke jellomee.
lol T.T




Do-The-Zhan Yi! Lol.




Jamie a.k.a. my toothfairy :D






so many scenes in one shot heh.


Jac a.k.a. b.f. :]


I love this photo!
All smiles :D


So true :D

Thanks to siti, zhan yi & tingxuan for sending me some of da photos.
Those who havent, send me quick! xD
If you want any of these, tag me alrighty ;D

Rendezvous @ Punggol Park.


The 3 little ones. :]


Pity da cat being chased & da parents that had to chase after them lol.


So cute! Haha :D


tutt-twan ;D

15 April 07.
Styles From Beyond Dance Workshop.


Phiz ;D
He accidentally covered my bro lol.


Azura a.k.a. Asami! Love her da most :D


Zai a.k.a. Groove ;D


Khai :D


Hanif a.k.a. Naneq :]


Wansmoof :]


last photo credits to Ariel.
Thanks grrl ;D

In case you missed me..







Not my lastest photos but still,
they're still me right?
Dont ask for too much lol xD

I have tons of other photos but maybe next time heh.
take care people!
Loves :D