Change

Some things change. And some things....just. don't. change.
Life's been alright. Better for now.
Always have that share of drama present in my life, which never really ends, never really goes away. Can't escape it even if I want to.
That's why I'm always grateful when there's a period of time where everything is fine.
When I have nothing big to deal with.
Yes, I'm definitely contented, grateful and happy with my life.
But there's just some things I wish that would change and wouldn't change at the same time.

Gotta admit the past few months...I don't think my life's been any worst than the things that have been happening during that period.
I've had many things happen in my life but that period of time was the worst.
And I hope never to face anything much more worst anymore.
I can face a lot of things but there's one thing I can't take when it changes or screws up.
Because it's like the end of the world. And it kills me entirely.
And it shall remain unanswered here.
Of cos those close to my heart will know what it is.

But for now, life's been alright.
I just have a change that's going to happen in my life that I have no control over or say in.
But what to do, we just have to make do, don't we?
Since there's nothing I can do.

Sometimes someone makes us think that something is right cos they are always right in their world and we start to think something is right because nobody tells us that it is wrong. We start to question if it is right or wrong because all we hear is what they tell us.

In my opinion, the basis of a happy family is the couple which in this case is your mom & dad.
Because if something goes wrong, along the way there will always be something wrong even when you think it's done & over with.
So please, make sure you marry the right person.
I know I made a vow to myself to never let my kids go through what I had to.
That's a promise. I'll make damn sure.