LINKS
Added: Red Camp 4. Matthew. Audrey.
Relinked: Nabilah. Nonie.
Wishlist Updated.

Don't make someone your priority when you are only their option.

It's been a long time since I last cried my heart out.
But I did yesterday.
It hurts. But it definitely makes me feel better.

What's worst is that I had to do it in the toilet.
I can't do it in my room because I have roomies.
Geez, I hate emosh*t.

Heartbreaks;
lessons that we never learn from.

That's why we keep comin' back for more;
give it a second chance, hoping things will be different this time around.

It's amazing how things can change in a blink of an eye.
& you can be the last to know.

Once. Twice.
Please don't say "I told you so."
I won't lie & say that I didn't see it comin'.
It's just that I had so much faith & trust that things will last.

I won't say there won't be a Thrice.
But I'll try to make sure that if there is,
it will be the last straw.
Cos I've had about enough.

The only people you need in your life are the ones that prove they need you in theirs.

There's a reason why it's called history.
Hopefully, history won't repeat itself again.

Goodbye.

Tattoo
By Jordin Sparks.

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

[Chorus]

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)

[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

[Chorus X2]

Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you.

Added Links: Myra.

BOO.
I'm baaaaaaack :D
(think Chris Brown's Wall To Wall heh.)

Finally da Os are ooooooover.
woo hoo! lol.

Red Camp 's comin'!
oh yeah, chg of grps.
I'm in Spartans (white) :]

Anyways, so far..
my november days are already occupied.
With Red camp, auditions..
Gna go interview for a job tmr with my wondergirl heh.
wish me luck! heh :D
*fingers crossed*

Okie dokie.
I shall not keep you waiting & blog abt...

15 NOV 07.

Prom :D

Hmm..actually my day didnt start too well..
I almost got sick x:
But heng da painkiller I took helped.

Anyways, it was an enjoyable night.
Our host was miss kuck's gd-looking bro, Albert (:
There were some stage games such as mtv, acting..
Of cos there was food also heh heh.
But I was more into whad was happening than da food lol.
multi-task! haha.

They played a video for each class.
After da whole thing, stayed back for some cam-whoring sessions :D
HAHA.

Overall, I love prom night.
I'll definitely always rmb this day.

Memories..
I'm gna miss 502!
& all those lovely ppl of XMS :]

Now, I shall feed you with some
CHEESE :D








weiyi took this for me heh :]


chin ying :]






Jac b.f. :]


Elaine sugarpie :D


sweeeeett love (:




chin ying & sherlyn. :]


yuemin!
also one of da nominated prom queens heh :D


Sherlyn :D
I lyke this photo of her.
Doesnt her dress matches my balloon?
haha :P




Kelly dearie :D


ningzhi & kelly.
I love my girls :D


Janessa :D


weiyi :D


uncle sarmooer! haha :D
one of da nominated prom kings.
to me, Samuel's The Prom King heh. (:


farhan shortie :D




Farhan giving me his email address.
haha :P


Zuyao :D
Oh yeah..spot da word on his blazer..

sexy. xD






Jamie! my toothfairy :D


Wei Qiang. Hong Yuan. Sabrina. Wei Chong.




agnes :D
7 years of friendship heh.


Miss kuck :]


Syaqilla :]


Shawnn! haha.


"umbrella" pose no.1


"umbrella" pose no.2


peek-ka...


boo. lol :P


Fiona :]


Vanessa :]
One of da nominated prom queens.
To me, she's The Prom Queen heh (:


Alfred!


qiao li BFL ;D


took this while we were walking..
HAHA :P


& this too lol.


In da cab..on our way home.. :]




aint this nice?
spotted it when I looked dwn frm da ballroom window (:

Okie dokie.
I'm done!

Before I end..
thanks jac for da balloon & card.
& fiona for da note heh. :]

I'll update more soon.
I still have tons of CHEESE :D to upload heh.

take care people!
much love.
MUACK :D

LINKS
Added Links: My Facebook Account.
Relinked: Syafiqah.

4 more days to prom nite.

dress
-check.

footwear
-check.

make-up & hair
-mama's doin' it for me!
heh :D

I'mma dress up lyke a super *.
& party lyke a rockstar baby. \m/
uh-huh uh-huh.

I'm itching to revamp my blog.
heh.

p.s. Red campers! I'm in Vikings :D
(greeeen letter!)

Hey people.
Sorry but I'll only be updating perhaps after prom nite or Red camp.
so sorry.
anyways, take care.
much love.

A woman's worth;
someday, you'll understand.

Mr. O,
I'll have you suicidal when I say it's over.
(:

Drive
by Vanessa Hudgens.

I don't claim to know it all
I've had some wins I've had some falls
The road is long and time is short
I don't wanna spend too much time in thought
I don't intend to play it safe
I've gotta move to find my place
I wasn't born for small talk crowds
I know what I want and its not in this town
I don't wanna just survive
I'm gonna hit the road I'm gonna drive

[Chorus]
I've hit the highway, and I'm not comin home
I'm gonna drive
I'll do it my way, I'll call you on the phone
When I arrive
It's all I got and I'm not gonna stop for no one
In my way as long as I'm alive
I'm gonna drive

Everything I said I meant, nothing comes by accident
I'll change my name, change my face
To want something better is no disgrace
I'm just following the signs
Keep my eyes ahead I'm gonna drive

[Repeat Chorus]

I've come a long way
I see the light of day
I think I've found the answers I'm looking for
And there ain't no reason
For turning back, its just one life
I'll play the hand I've got
I'm gonna drive.

[Repeat Chorus]

Relinked: Sharynn. Jan. Beverly.

HELLO :D
missed me? heh.
anyways, I'm gna start by sayin' I wont be updating till after da Os.

I know. Kinda ironic huhs..
I'm finally updating.
Updating to say that I wont be updating.
HAHA. =P

Anyways, been busy with school lately.
Now school ends at 6.
Go figure.

Everyday after sch, I'll be jst in time to meet up with my family to break fast.
& by then, I'll be shagged.
bleh.

Da big O is getting nearer.
& nearer. & nearer.

*looks @ countdown*
25 days to be precise.

Time.
I wish it'll pass by slower so that I have more time to prepare for da Os.
At the same time, I wish it'll pass by faster so that I can get it done & over with.

I really hope I dont screw up.
:/

Jesse McCartney's Take your sweet time.
I know. I've used it lyke 3 times for my blog already.
I love this song.
It never fails to keep me at ease; calm me down.
Cos I'm always in a rush these days.
I need to slow down.
It's so soothing (:
Plus, there's the fact that it's sang by Jesse McCartney.
haaaaaaa :D

okie dokie.
I guess I'm done for now.

Drive.
the final lap.
see ya at da finishing line!
vroom vroom vrooooooom~
;D

First thing's first..

Teachers' Day Performence.



Yepp yepp, changes.
Performed with Syakir;
sang Breaking Free (:
(think High School Musical heh.)

& yes,
I've yet to upload both Umbrella & da Breaking Free vid heh.
x:

okie dokie.
I shall leave you with da lyrics.
I'll update more soon alrighty.

take care people!
MUACK :D

Breaking Free
By Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens.

[Troy:]
We're soarin', flyin'
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach

[Gabriella:]
If we're trying
So we're breaking free

[Troy:]
You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are

[Gabriella:]
Creating space between us
'Til we're separate hearts

[Both:]
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe

[Chorus #1]
[Troy:]
We're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
We're soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
[Troy:]
If we're trying
[Both:]
Yeah, we're breaking free
[Troy:]
Oh, we're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhhh
[Troy:]
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can't control
[Gabriella:]
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
[Troy:]
Very souls, ohhh
[Both:]
Rising 'til it lifts us up
So everyone can see us

[Chorus #2]
[Troy:]
We're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
We're soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
[Troy:]
If we're trying
Yeah we're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhhh runnin'
[Troy:]
Climbin'
To get to that place
[Both:]
To be all that we can be
[Troy:]
Now's the time
[Both:]
So we're breaking free
[Troy:]
We're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhh, yeah

[Troy:]
More than hope
More than faith
[Gabriella:]
This is true
This is fate
And together

[Both:]
We see it comin'
[Troy:]
More than you
More than me

[Gabriella:]
Not a want, but a need
[Both:]
Both of us breakin' free

[Chorus #3]
[Gabriella:]
Soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
If we're trying
[Troy:] Yeah we're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Breaking free
We're runnin'
[Troy:]
Ohhhh, climbin'
[Both:]
To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now's the time
[Troy:] Now's the time
[Gabriella:] So we're breaking free
[Troy:] Ohhh, we're breaking free
[Gabriella:] Ohhhh

[Both:]
You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are.

LINKS
Linked: Nonie. Syafiq.
Relinked: Ning Zhi. Elaine.

Update...

I shall.
haha :D

Wow, it's been awhile.
Time is passing by so fast.
It feels lyke my life is on fast-forward mode.

Things are happening back-to-back:

Currently, Prelims.
Puasa time.
Sept hols.
Hari Raya.
O lvls.
Prom nite.
Red Camp. ( yet to be confirmed.)

I definitely feel the rush of time.
It's a good & bad feeling at the same time.

Bad cos I tend to get worked up time to time;
stressed.
Good cos I cant wait for things to happen;
sweet anticipation (:

Wah, after Os, I'll be free!~
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE (:

Then I can go on dates, perhaps get a job..
yada yada yada.
haha :D

Oh yeah, sept hols.
I didnt even knw there were holidays till I asked weiyi tday during lunch @ KFC. (Guess whad I ate? HEH.)
I asked her why was there a stretch of days that werent filled up with anything then only will we have our Science p1, POA p1 & Science practical exam.
Sept holidays was the answer.

See! How can I forget that there is such a thing as sept hols?!
omg. I must be nuts.
HAHA.

Oh yeah, yknw that countdwn timer there?
End of prelims: 12 sept.
But it's practically counting dwn to saiful's birthday too. -.-''

Aww, the irony.
HAHA! xD

Teachers' Day is arnd da corner.
Dang, I hvnt even had time to buy or make anything.
bleh.

Anyways, Sherlyn & I will be performing!
yays :D



Can I mention again how much I lurrrrrrve performing? :D
HAHA x:

I cant wait!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE (:
haha.

Okie dokie.
I guess I'll end here.
Gotta go & continue with my revision.
I'll leave you with da lyrics of the song we will be singing aite.
Ciao :D

I'll Remember You
by No Secrets.

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

[Chorus]
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

[Repeat Chorus]

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

[Repeat Chorus]

Forever baby, I'll remember you.

Whatever happens to me,
whatever comes my way,
I know one thing that's never gonna change around here;
one thing that's for sure..

I'll always be true to the most important person in my life:


Me (:

Promise
By Vanessa Hudgens.

What you think about this?
I been holding it in now I'm letting it flow
What you think about this?
I'm gonna do my own thing yeah I'm flying solo so
Don't tell me how its gonna be
On my own
And the thing of it is
There's nothing round here that I'm gonna miss
Cause you're holding me down
I just wanna fly
There comes a time when I gotta say goodbye
To the life that you see me in
Here's where I begin

[Chorus]
And I promise myself
I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free
And I promise myself
Even though it don't always come easy
Gonna learn from my pain
Never explain
Do it my way, that's what I say
Promise myself
I'm the only one who will believe me

There's a voice in my head
Telling me come on, come on, move on
There's a voice in my head
Telling me I know my right from wrong
They say what doesn't kill you can
Make you strong
Now I know what it means
You can try to bend but you ain't breakin my dreams
I'll be making mistakes
Comin' up at a loss
I'll be tumbling down
But Like MC shake it off
I'll stay cool cause I know who's boss
Of me, myself, and I

[Chorus]
And I promise myself
I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free
And I promise myself
Even though it don't always come easy
Gonna learn from my pain
Never explain
Do it my way, that's what I say
Promise myself
I'm the only one who will believe me

I'll keep movin even when the beat is gone (I will)
I'll keep doin' what i got to do to carry on (I will)
So don't hold me down cause i'm gonna fly
and the time has come and I gotta say goodbye
To the life that you see me in
Here's where I begin

[Chorus X2]
And I promise myself
I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free
And I promise myself
Even though it don't always come easy
Gonna learn from my pain
Never explain
Do it my way, that's what I say
Promise myself
I'm the only one who will believe me

I'll keep on movin' even when the beat is gone.
(:

Tears; they never mean nothing.



These days, nothing seems certain anymore.
It's getting harder to believe in things;
believing that some things will last.

Someone or something comes along..
Or maybe a situation changes everything.
Change; never been a fan of it, perhaps never will be.

Everybody's changing...
it seems some are moving on without me.
Some don't need me anymore.
And then soon, I realise that just maybe,
I'm being taken for granted.

Right now, all I yearn for is certainty.
Something that I can believe in.
Something that shows promise.
Something that'll never leave me, fizzle out, slip or fade away..
Something that'll last.

Baby, will you be that something?

Somewhere Only We Know
By Keane.

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Good night.