Monday, June 12, 2006

i'm not online for one day.
just ONE friggin' day.
and this sorta thing happens.

And i spent my friday designing this picture of us.
"Love....& Liyana"
And i already had a plan laid out this week.
just you & me.
But i guess my efforts has gone down the drain.
Cos now, i cannot post the picture up anymore.

First time. In my history.
I'm hurt. I'm discreetly blogged abt.
by a FRIEND.

Over such a teeny, weeny thing.
an outing. which is not even planned by me.
that's why i have no right to invite whoever i want.
I'm speechless. I don't know what to say.
I cried straight away when i read it.

Before i was online,
I thought it was done & over with already.
that's optimism.
But my pessimistic side saw this coming, actually.
Still, i believed optimism.

All i know is that I'd never turn my back on anybody.
any friend. even if they've done somethin' to hurt me.
Cos i know people can change.

I just...
darn.

I'm not gonna let this bring me down.
Cos I cannot please everyone.

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