When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.
-Twilight.

LINKS
Added: Ashahry.

Saturday

I've never been stuck in a train for soooo long before.
What a way to start my morning too pfft.
I was stuck at Hougang, Kovan, Potong Pasir, Boon Keng, Serangoon.
For each stop I was stuck for arnd 10 mins or more.
I was stuck at some of the other stations too but only for awhile.
Imagine how long I had to wait to get myself to Outram Park.
I think if I was stuck any longer, I would've memorised the NEL lol :P

I was so glad I had a storybook in hand to keep me company & help me pass time.
(I'm currently reading The Juliet Club by Suzanne Harper btw hehe.)
The cause was the train before mine which broke dwn or somethin' I think.
The announcement was so muffled I couldn't comprehend what the woman was saying.
In da end, I also had trouble tapping out cos I spent too much time in da mrt lol.
And I was late for vocal class. bleh.

Earth Hour
28 March, Saturday.
8.30 - 9.30pm
vote Earth :D
*sings* turn off the lights!
(think Nelly Furtado hehe.)

Life is a maze and Love is a riddle.

I've been in deep contemplation these past few days...
thinking over about some stuff.

To err is human.
I know we're supposed to live life with no regrets but sometimes, you can't help but wish you could turn back time and change a situation or prevented something from happening.
But we're supposed to make mistakes so we live & learn.

I just wished I knew back then what I know now.
Perhaps things would've been different now.
Perhaps things wouldn't have changed.
But everything happens for a reason.
Eventually, it's for the best.

It's good to be in control of your life; to choose the paths you take.
But there are just some things that are better left to fate, such as love.
If it's meant to be, it will work out perfectly.
And some things are better left unsaid.
Whatever happens, happens.
Let nature take it's course.
Let it be.

Emotions can be dangerous at times.
It can make you do irrational stuff.
That's why you should always keep your emotions in check & never act on impulse.
Never let your heart rule your head.

There's also no point denying what my heart feels.
I can't change how I feel about someone & how much someone means to me.

If you have no idea what I'm goin' on about, it's alright.
just enjoy the show :]


Check out Lenka!
She's so pretty & da vid's cute :]
Especially the birds & tomatoes haha.
click click!

The Show



can't wait for the weekends!
wheeeeee :D

The Show
by Lenka

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
i don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried, and i don't know why...

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot
To be something i'm not
I'm a fool out of love
'Cause i just can't get enough...

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
i don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried, and i don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know i've got to let it go...
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs
And synchronise in time
It's a joke, nobody knows
They've got a ticket to the show....

(i want my money back, just enjoy the show)

The truth always comes out is one of the fundamental rules of time and when it comes out, it can set you free or end everything you fought so hard for.
- Gossip Girl.

LINKS
Added: B2B. Dyla. Amsyar.

Friday
IES Sheesha Outing

Mosi Cafe @ Arab St.
rooftop!






I love my classmates :]


TIJAHHHHHH!~ *boobsy hug*
ahahaha. I miss her already :]

Le Baroque
wrong day to drop by there.
Aishah wasnt there...her dad passed away ):
it wasn't happening that day anyway for some reason.
So we stayed until Shaggies finished performing and wenta Boat Quay.
Ate at Shah Alam instead.
Ended up having a nice time :]

Saturday

Had dance practice in da morning @ RP with Nisa, Vern & Aisyah :]
Afterwards, met up with my Ohana.




He's Just Not That Into You.
this is def. a must-watch movie, I swear.
it's a great movie, v. meaningful.
recommended for BOTH men & women.
it taught me a lot more about love...
or rather, reminded me more of what I already know. hmm.
anyways, it has a superb cast too.
Jennifer Aniston, Ben Affleck etc.

somethin' from the movie:

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.
- Gigi in He's Just Not That Into You.

I wanna watch 17 Again!
hehe.

Spot The Difference...







In case you didn't noticed,
I got a new haircut :D

I love my hair but I'm always fussing about my fringe.
Decided to do somethin' abt it once my mom had an idea on hwta change it heh.



I wna go to the library soon.
It's been awhile since I read a good book (& have time to complete it heh.)

take care!
love love :]

Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than to be absolutely boring.
-Marilyn Monroe.

*screams*
MOMMY, IT'S O-VERRRRR! :O
bye-bye school, hello HOLIDAYS!
uh-huh uh-huh.
*boogies*

Tday didn't started out well actually.
I OVERSLEPT!

My first thought when I woke up:
why is it blue instead of pitch black?

When I realised it was 7 plus, I freaked out.
Quickly speed-shower, got ready, bing bang boom.
I had no choice but to cab to school.
Booooo, there's goes the moolah I've been saving ):
Maybe I'm not meant to save, that's why lol :P

Okok, back to da story.
On da way, got a pep talk call from Reshi lol.
I thought I was gna be late for an exam.
If not, it'd be my first.
But actually I had nothing to worry about bcos I was cabbing.
but yknw me, worrywart lol.
Then Tijah texted me cos she reached earlier than usual ahahaha.

There was da daily traffic watch report on da radio.
The driver said it's always da same everyday.
Really? lol.

Then when I reached school, straightaway wenta class.
no winter melon morning tday ):

straightaway texted Reshi & Tijah:
"Ok ive reach! Merdeka! AHAHAHA"

LMAO!

And that was my morning haha :]

Friday: IES Sheesha Outing. Le Baroque.
Saturday: Movie day with Ohana.
Sunday: Weiyi's birthday celebration.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE!~
can't wait! can't wait!
lalalala :D

I think I haven't been dancing for 2 weeks already.
tsk tsk.
This shawty needs to get loose!
ahahahaha

I love Kelly Clarkson's new song!
especially the video.
I have my reasons hehe :]

click click!

My Life Would Suck Without You

Ooh ooh, she's gna be on American Idol tday too!
go watch it alrighty!
This season's awesome btw heh :D

Happy holidays people!
MUACK :D

My Life Would Suck Without You
by Kelly Clarkson

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

[Chorus]
'Cause we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

[Chorus]

Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go

[Chorus]

'Cause we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

Laugh your heart out. Dance in the rain. Cherish the moment, ignore the pain. Live, laugh and love. Forgive and forget. Life's too short to be living with regrets.

WHEEEEEE!
2 papers down, 1 more to go.
mwahahahaha :D \m/

I've got a new habit recently.
An exam have-to to be exact.
It all started on Monday.
I felt lyke vomiting throughout my journey to school in the morning.
Maybe it was the nerves or somethin'.
So before I wenta class I bought myself a winter melon tea and after drinking it, I felt better.
I don't know, maybe it has the power to calm me down?
ahahahaha.

Today I did da same thing too.
Now, it's a MUST haha :D

I've been listening to Perfect 10 more than the songs on my playlist lately on my journeys.
It's a bit dangerous to listen to Morning Madness by yourself tho'.
Cos there'd be moments you'd just hafta laugh at their jokes but you can't cos you're alone in public so....maintain maintain!
ahahaha :P

Holidays holidays!
I can't wait!
lalalala :D

Someday, everything will make perfect sense.
So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears.
And keep reminding yourself everything happens for a reason.





You always have a knack for sensing whenever I'm not ok.
Even whenever I refuse to let it all out, you never give up.
You always persist and when I'm not ready, you try your very best to make me happy instead.
Thank you for always being there.
Thank you for being my mother, best friend and girlfriend all in one.
(plus make-up artist, image consultant, photographer...yada yada :P)

Although I don't always say or show it,
you know I love you :]

You know you love me too! XOXO.
AHAHAHAHAHA!
(inside joke :P)







I really miss my favourite babygirl.
a.k.a. my little monster zu-rahhhh! :O
ahahahaha.
& I think she knows.
Cos she called me up recently without even a proper greeting & just rambled on & on about everything under the sun lol.
I had to guess who was on the other line haha.
Hearing her voice is enough to turn my day around & make my day.
clever orchid hehe :]

Sometimes I wished I was born in the olden times.
Where everything was so simple.
Sure, people go through a matchmaking process & they had to marry someone they didn't know or perhaps maybe even someone they don't wanna be with at the beginning.
But because of this, they had learn to love each other & slowly, they do.
Most importantly, they stay together.
Love was everlasting and separation was rare back then.

Now, divorces are nothing new.
"it's complicated" is a status.
geez.

Sometimes, it gets a little scary to see how much the world is changing.
The crazy stuff people do to get attention.
Global warming. Octuplets.
Did you know that a woman in America called up 911 just bcos Mcd ran out of nuggets?
LOL.

See, we live in a crazy world.
So I guess it helps that I'm a crazy person too mwahahaha!
ok random lol :P

I think I have a bedtime now.
Cos nowadays my body switches off automatically around 11-12plus.
Which is good for me I guess cos I used to have a habit of staying up late heh.

Current Celebrity Crushes:
Jesse McCartney.
James Morrison.

(& they happen to have the same initials, JM! haha :D)



haaaaa :D
hehe.
check out his new vid!
click click!

How Do You Sleep



I love his voice :]
plus he has really meaningful songs, love the lyrics.

check him out.
click click!

You Make It Real


I miss Ghost Whisperer!
They keep showing American Idol instead of GW...
not that I'm complaining heh.
But still, I miss it laa!
boooo.

I can't wait for exams to finish..
then holidays!
I got so much catching up to do with my loved ones :D
plus more me time hehe.

okie dokie, I think I'm done for now.
take care & much love :]

You Make It Real
by James Morrison

There's so much craziness surrounding me,
There's so much going on it gets hard to breath
When all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me,
You make it real for me

Well I'm not sure of my priorities,
I've lost sight of where I´m meant to be
And like holy water washing over me,
You make it real for me

And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong, but my heart is weak,
I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty
When I can't find the words, you
teach my heart to speak,
You make it real for me

And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me

Everybody's talking in words I don't understand,
You got to be the only one, who knows just who I am
And you're shining in the distance,
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place that I want to be
is right back home with you

I guess there's so much more I have to learn,
But if you're here with me, I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere, somewhere I can learn,
You make it real for me

And I am running to you baby,
Cause you are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me
You make it real for me

I've never felt this way before.
I always know what I want.
I always know what to do.
Now, I'm confused...
and perhaps a little bit lost.

I don't want to hurt anyone.
I don't want to end up hating anyone either.
So it's better I just keep this to myself.
I guess this is somethin' I have to figure out on my own.

Now, I just need to be around all things that make me happy.
All things familiar, real & true.

Details In The Fabric
by Jason Mraz feat. James Morrison

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling on your threads and
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything
Everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling (Go your own way)

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you’re shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold