You looked.
It was so freaking obvious.
The proof is: it didn't took just one second.
It was much longer than a see.
And it wasn't just from a distance ;
You were right in front of me.
This wasn't your first time either.

But i never know what they mean.

:/

If I had a chance,
I would dance circles around you.

Dance dance dance.
I wanna dance my way into your heart.
Lead me on, show me the next move to make.
Anything to bring me closer to you.

(:

Added Links: Michelle :D
Relinked: Beverly :D

I know. You know. We both know.
You notice me.
But is it the way that I want you to?

I don't want you to just see me.
I want you to look.
Cos there's such a big difference between the two.
And when you look at me,
it tells me that I was on your mind longer than how much a see would take.

(:

When your eyes say it.


this was written on 409's whiteboard today.
word of the year - Liyana written by qiao li.
The others added on by Syakir.
haha :D

As promised, here are the pics !
yes, eyecandy :D
er....but not my eyecandy i'm afraid.
I wish. haha.
but pictures = eyecandy.
HEH.

20 May 06; jian BAO / cut-hair day XD

Sabrina;
wo de wei yi (:







Fiona;
darling ! :D



Lil. Jac. Sab.





My fresh cut hair ! :DD



After the cut,
went town-ing with fiona. (:




Original


Edited :]


This was when i got a euphoria rush.
-Juz-B was there! :DD
*swoons*

Unposted pics

Homecoming Day


Brandon. Jac. Lil. ;
all smiles :]




jasmine. karen. janet. jac. lil.

Burn The Floor






Yours truly (:

HAHA.







Okay, that's enough candy for one entry.
Too much candy will hurt your teeth.
Or in this case, your eyes.
heh ;D

Today i experienced such contrasting emotions.
i was filled up with so much hope.
And yet at the same time, i felt like i was stabbed in the heart for some reason.
hmm.

but still, yeah i'm happy today.
heh. :D

I dont mind coming back to school for two more weeks.
Cos i think it'll really help to prepare for my N lvls.
And secondly is....
for me to know, for you to find out.
but i dont think it takes a genius to figure that out.
x)

Went out with fiona on sunday.
And i did a veh veh goofy thing.
HEH.

While waiting for our turn to play Hockey Slam at the arcade at TM,
(y'know da game where you play on a table, hittin' hockey pucks with somethin? if you still duno, then pretend you do okie? haha. (: )

Ok back to DA THING. :p
this boy was playing it with his grandma.
then he accidentally let go of the thing ure supposed to hit the pucks with.
Alamak, i shall give it a name -hitter?
anyways, the hitter slide to his grandma side instead of the puck. x)
i told fiona if it was her, i would've laughed my socks off.
XD

So then it came to our turn.
we played..then suddenly.

*swoosh*

I played until I accidentally threw da hitter off da table.
yes, it flew. XD

Heng i didn't hit anyone.
My immediate reaction was to cover my face.
i was so paiseh can!
hahahahaha.
i kinda shocked an auntie laa.
And da guy who helped pick up da hitter was buay song, according to fiona.
Did i hit his friend's butt who was too busy engrossed in his game or somethin' ?
i also duno.
anyhoo, sawree!
>.<''

blah.
guess whad?
i'm not the secretery of Media Club anymore.
But da new one is sabrina! haha.
But i have a new post heh.
drumroll please! :D

*brummmmmm*

Assistant head of Photography.
The head is Zuyao.
And Mr Tang's gna be da new overall incharge of Media Club.
cool huhs? :]

darn.
i was actually gna leave you with lots of pics to end this entry.
But sadly, i dont know why da server wouldn't upload da pics.
bummer. oh wells.
next time denn?
i'll do it asap :D

till then, take care okie?
loves! ;D

tell me all those moments were more than just pure coincidences.
Cos there's too many of 'em happening to be simply called as that.

I was a bit down during school today.
Troubled, confused. My mind was pretty much lyke a broken television.
White and black spots here and there.
I wasn't in the right state of mind.
I couldn't make any decisions or whatever.
I just didn't want to think about anything.
But soon, i was doing pretty alright :]

Jt tried so hard to redeem himself today.
A lot of times. Constantly. Every chance he got.
I asked him to stop harassing me lol XD
I could see how guilty he was by the look on his face.
I wonder if he had trouble sleeping last night?
=x

But all i needed was time.
And now, it's okay already.
Anyways, i dont think it's possible for me to stay mad at my favourite psychopath for so long.
HEH :D

If not, i wouldn't have anyone else to quarrel with.
Or to challenge my wits and sarcasm with anymore.
-and yes, i always win.
queen of comebacks, baybeh.
mwahahahahaha :D

He even came up with a proposal.
Which i'm sorta considering?
hee.
Cos i don't wna regret and miss the chance.

As for mr eyecandy.
My feelings are undefined.
I 'm not sure which path to take.
So i might as well just let it be,
live it hanging for a while.
Standing still (:

because there may be a possibility afterall.
- my lips are sealed.
heh.

Such certainty is beautiful.
But uncertainty is more beautiful still.

:]

Re-linked: Elaine. Beverly. Tasha.

Everyone has their limits.
Yes, even me.

Maybe what happened today was a good thing.
Maybe it was a reality check.
And i definitely got some sense knocked into my head
-literally.

It has extinguished this eternal flame i had
-twice.
Pinned down the new-found hope i had,
after the first knock-out.
And all those moments where some might consider as fate,
perhaps were just pure coincidences afterall.
Because what happened today showed me how much...


how much he doesn't care.


Ironically, the last time i was over him;
it was because of something i got to know from jt too.

Thanks jt.
thanks a lot.
Next time, kill me softly.
If there is a next time.
Let's hope there isn't.


the truth hurts.
so much.



over and over again.
back to square one.
All I wanted was for you to know who i am...

who i really am.

Added Links: Jasmine :]

Guess how i spent my afternoon today.
Go ahead, guess guess.















-detention -.-''
i was late for school.
And so was he.
fate or coincidence?
too good to be true.
But he never wenta detention.
twist of fate i guess.
:/

wished you were there.

Thanks to ying qi for texting me heh.
And kelly, jo & ning zhi for accompanying me for a while.
Surprisingly, Mr Ang never asked them to go away.
But he called them my supporters instead lol.
yea, all they were missing was pom-poms.
XD

I spent my time reading Confessions Of A Backup Dancer.
By 4pm, i read da whole book already.
So after that, i spent my time stoning :p
But luckily Mr Ang released me earlier, 5pm.
:D

On a whiteboard.
Your name above mine.
just cancel out the nur
and it'd be perfect.

:]

yay!
gna go out with jac, fiona and sabrina tmr.
getting a new haircut.
yes yes, jian BAO. XD
or is it cian?
anyways, it's jac belated burfdae treat.
cant wait cant wait ! :DD

UPDATED: Love List :D
Added Links: Elaine. Hazar. (:

A secret written.
On the palm of my hand.
And another on the wrist,
hidden under a strap of time.
Where only with an ultraviolet light,
can it be seen.

When it's gone and not visible anymore,
it's not washed away.
But just six feet under,
under my skin.

:]

Here I am,
finding myself falling again.
You still catch my attention all the time.
I always look forward to seeing your smile.
I yearn to hear the sound of your laughter everytime.
My heart changes its beat whenever you walk by.

I won't deny that the feelings are still there.
Once again, you got me coming back for more.
Eyecandy, it seems that you still have my heart.
I guess. maybe. perhaps.
I don't know either.

but it's just a crush.
Right?

And there she goes again.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ! :DD

here's da prezzie i gave to my mom.
HEH



click on it to have a closer look at the quote and da sign on da bear's foot.
You'd have to know my mom to know why i gave her this haha.
(:

And last but not least,
i love her.



p.s.: psst. i've blogged already.
All you have to do is scroll down. :]

What is done in a state of high anxiety can be done much more powerfully in a state of calm determination.

okay.
first of all....

WHEEEEEEEEEEE
exams are gone!
done!
dah habis!
finish!
fin!
woo hoo!

uh-huh uh-huh.
XD

now, i can breathe with ease.
haha. :D

Mid-Year Papers Ratings
English - Positive.
Maths - Negative.
Chemistry - Positive.
Physics- Positive.
Malay - Negative?
Geography - Positive.
Social studies - Positive.
POA - Positive / Negative?

They're just possibilities.
don't know da actual results yet bt i hope they're good.
*fingers crossed*

okie dokie.
enough of exams.
whad's done is done.

post-exam activities!
nono, i don't mean da ones by da school.
my own!
HEH :DD

Friday, 12 May 06.
Went out with a total of 10 peeps.
Yea, all thanks to me and my fellow psychopath, jeremy tee.
heh.

The 10 peeps:
me. jt. xue. wei qiang. jac. zhan yi. michelle. hong yuan & his two kuzzins.
yepp yepp.
so fun can! :D
see those names up dere;
of cos there's bound to be madness and insanity lol. XD
yepp yepp, fun laughter peace and joy.
okay, maybe cancel out da peace haha.

Met up at PS bt ended up watchin' at the new Cathay Cineplex.
So hard to get movie tixs.
We sat at da 2nd row can.
so BIG.
XD

I think the most memorable scene in MI3 was when Tom Cruise was running in Shanghai.
While he ran, he said:
" zhou kai zhou kai xiao xin "
LOL
Can't believe he even spoke chinese haha.
And he was shorter denn da female lead,
just lyke he and his wife together in real life lol.
-.-''

It's a veh cool movie.
a lil' humour here and there.
a movie isn't complete without humour heh.
yepp, definitely worth watchin'. (:

Oh yea, spongebob was surprised by my attire apparently.
Since it was da first time he lyke really went out with me,
he said he didn't expected me to be punk.
haha. :p

After that,
went to Bugis with jt, wq, xue & zy.
Bought myself a new watch!
yayness :D
bt no battery. -.-''
grr. now i must waste another $5.
kanasai.
=X

Saturday, 13 May 06.
went out with jeremy & bryan.
finally had a chance to pay a visit to da library haha.
ya laa..
i'm a bookworm
-and i'm proud of it. :D
HEH !

shopped for mother's day gifts.
jeremy's mom is so lucky.
Puma bag -nice some more.
haha.
i shall post mine l8er on heh.
:]

After that,
bryan went off while me and jeremy decided to hang out more.
we were lyke wandering souls can lol.
wenta Hg Mall to be fair.
Cos it's station is just in da middle;
In btw Seng kang and Kovan.
XD

It definitely has been a gr8 long weekend.
woo hoo.
12 may
-a day to remember (:
and yes, i finally updated huhs.
hahahaha.
sawree it took so long heh.
i'm off then.
BYE BYE :D

HELLO ! :D

missed me?
hehe.
sawree i hvnt been blogging lately.
exams period.
*counts*
4 more days, 9 more papers to go.
cant wait till it's over.

hmm...blogging.
i dont know where to start.
>.<''

My exam papers.
English - positive.
Maths - negative.
Malay - negative.
Social Studies - positive.

AAHHHHHH
i'm so worried.
( no surprise there. i'm a worrywart afterall :p )
For da first time, da malay paper was so hard.
maths, no comment.
i sux at it.
:/

wish me luck for my results.
i think i'll need it.
Liyana shall and will improve & get good results this year.
*fingers crossed*

Chattin' with ning zhi makes me realise how long it's been since we went out together.
much updating to be done heh.
(:

And and and.
it's been so long since i last took neoprints.
*hint hint*
HEH.

Ahhhh yes.
Superband !
it's every mon, 7.30pm, Ch u.
Juz-B sang Wang Lee Hom's Kiss Goodbye ! :DD
i was so happy can.
one of my fave songs, again!
*swoons*

They definitely have da potential to go far in da competition.
Oh yea, Soul's Awi quite cute too eh.
x)

I support Juz-B and Soul.
But i support Juz-B more!
hahahaha XD

WHEEEEEE
Cat's thinkin' of buying me new earphones for my burfdae next year.
Anyone else wants to contribute to the Make Liyana Happy fund?
HEH !
XD

darn.
i cant wait till da exams are over.
i wna go outtttt
>.<''

had study sessions.
one with spongebob and patrick star.
one with fiona darling, bibi and cat.
and another with ying qi and fiona darling. :]

oh yes, ying qi and fiona still owe me pics!
heh. (:

alamak.
i'm not sure if i have anything else to blog abt.
=x

it's complicated.
what's that suppose to mean?
this thing means nothing more than what it is now.
At least for now.

i'm so disappointed with the three of you.
Or make it two i guess. :(
We dont talk, say hi to each other anymore.
I tried. Have you?
If you don't want to acknowledge my presence anymore,
then i have nothing else to say.
I don't know what's been happening.
But still, i just wish you guys are doing ok.
And no matter what, I will never turn my back on you.
:(

Geez, now then i realise that there are problems.
friendships, love...
And it's doesn't help that all this is happening during the exams period.
:/

darn.
i hate it when an entry ends at a sad note.

anyways, thinking of designing a whole new temp after da exams.
if i have the time that is.
Gd luck everyone and jia you!
vroom vroom vroom XD