Altho' it's Gong Xi Fa Cai,
I still see ppl eatin' @ Mcd lol.

Okie dokie.
Let's get dwn to da nitty gritty.
;D

15 FEB 06

The Dance Floor Results Show.

Went with mei wei & fran (:
Had to last-min choose which grp were we supporting so everyone could congregate (however that's spelled =P)
I voted for Styles From Beyond & S.M.L.

But in da end,
I chose SFB :D
(might be bcos I saw them at Overdrive too heh.)

I screamed lyke nobody's business can?
Lucky SFB -lol!

They were the judges' choice.
Viewers' choice went to the Battucadas.

Ouh! Taufik Batisah performed!
& I saw Fantastic Four :DDDD

AAHHHHHHH :O
*swoons*

Two reasons for me to go ga-ga.
Somebody help me, I'm suffering from Boy Madness.
LOL

I'm so glad I still had my voice the next day lol.

Oh yes, none of this would be possible w/o "anonymous".
heh heh.
Once again, thank you :D

16 FEB 06

XMS's CNY Celebration.

502's cosplay was da last to perform.
So we had to wait very very looooong. lol.

Brandy's Web.
Narrator: Yours truly ^^
Brandon's the spider.
Miss Kuck is Babe, the pig.
Hafiz's the boy
Syakir is da boy's father.

Guess what?
We got 3rd!
WOO HOO.

Once again, I screamed!
I think I almost spoiled daud's ear drums lol x:

No sch 'till tuesday!
But we still have CNY homework to do T.T
I know, da word itself looks wrong ryte.
bleh =P

Monday got lots of nice movies on tv!
hehe :D

Anyways, to my chinese mates:

Gong Xi Fa Cai :D

ang baos, anyone?
x:

As promised,
more CHEESE :D
but warning, got some emo pics...

What? I got bored lol.

Oh ya, if you dont love me,
dont scroll down.


Sure you want to scroll down ar?
Okay then.






in colour.


in black & white.



Wanna see how looooong my fringe has grown?


MEOW.
XD






I dont know why, but in some ways,
this picture doesnt look lyke me...

COOL :D








Lastly, my new friendster backgrnd design.

& because you scrolled down,
I love you too :D

HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY :D

I totally forgot it was v-day tday.
'till fiona came up to me with a prezzie.
I even asked her some more with my puzzled face if it was a belated bday gift or somethin' haha.

I completely forgot this morning.
seriously! lol.

Anyways, thanks to those who gave me flowers, chocs, sweets, etc.
Much love (:

I've been almost late for school for the past two days already.
oh no. I dont wna break my New Year's resolution.

Must. Not. Be. Tardy. Anymore.

Regarding da previous entry,
I've reflected & analysed the situation.

Sometimes, we tend to forget that simple but yet very important quote:

Love people for who they are.

& sometimes, you cant change a person.
So if you love them, you just have to accept a person just the way they are.
Flaws & all.

As a friend, I'll try my best to understand you.
I appreciate how caring you are to me.
I appreciate how much you adore me as your best friend.
I'll stand by you.
(:

Sometimes, I know I can be a complex person to figure out huhs.
I'll try my best to be more...simple?
LOL

I miss the way we were when we got close in sec 3;
at the very beginning of that year.
I'll try my very best to bring back the joy, warmth & happy times we had forward.
(:

V-day.
I couldn't find da cow I wanted to buy for my mom so bought a heart flower instead heh!
I love you mommy :D

Beautiful coincidence.
To think that our minds had actually met at a point in time,
on the same day,
is already a satisfying thought to me.

Like two lines..
parallel but never meeting each other.

Like passerbys..
always walking pass each other
but never stopping to turn to face each other's direction..

and discover each other.

You're still the one.

Had attire check in sch tday.
Oh god, this time it's super fierce can? lol.

Everyone was checked on da spot in da parade sq.
Had to take our shoes off cos they wanted to check our socks.
ankle socks straight away must buy new socks.
Heng I was okay overall heh.

But I heard they're gna check skirts tmr?
darn it.

Da sch's definitely getting stricter now.
I usually dont mine attire checks but this new standard,
it's kinda scary.

I'm glad in a way that this is gna be my last year.
After that, no more attire checks.

Oh yeah, some students had contempt for some teachers.
But it doesnt give you da right to be rude, raise your tone or say unacceptable words to them.
You mustn't cross da line too.

Respect is a two-way thing.
You want it, you have to earn it first.
Then you'll be respected in return.

And that two teachers I saw that got angry are nice teachers, mind you.
Never really had seen them get so angry before.

Okay. whatever to attire check.

Had a short chit-chat session with spongebob, wen han (brudders! XD) & weiyi for awhile.

Spongebob & wen han said that guys dont get hints, so no pt dropping any.
really mehs?
They say must be lyke in da movies; say you lyke him straightaway.
I'm a girl, it takes much more guts laa.
I dont really dare lol.

But seriously, guys can be that clueless mehs?
They say must take it from them, since they're "experienced".
Rightt- T.T
lol.

Then they started showing me texts for examples.
Spongebob said I must be more fierce.
LOL

I really dont know if I should do anything abt it or not.
oh wells.

Anyways, I was crossed abt somethin' tday.
I dont want to waste time on it so I should try to make this short.

I hate people who kiss a person's ass just to get what they want.
I hate people who suck-up to a person & be nicer than usual to get somethin' they want.

Look, I wasnt born ytd.
Once again, I ask myself this qns:
do you take me as a fool?

& as far as I'm concerned,
my best friend graduated alrdy.
I dont have a best friend in sch now.

If you want me to regard you as a best friend,
tell me, have you been one lately?
A best friend wouldn't ask such questions that you ask me.
Questions that only a curious classmate would ask.
Someone who doesnt know me well.

I was pissed when you said a particular line.
But too bad, on da spot, what was goin' through my mind was a totally different thing.
I didnt regard you as that at all.
I dont know if it's me or not, but it was lyke you were using that line against me or somethin'.
geez.

Judge me if you want.
But I just cant stand such character.

GAH.
so much for being short.
moving on..

to anonymous:
thanks for da dancefloor tixs!

anonymous or should I say _______.
hehe :D

Let's see if I can recall da past events..

Thursday
Ate Pastamania with weiyi @ J8.
:D

Friday

The Release Of The O Lvls Results.

Firstly, congrats to my psychopaths Jeremy & Zhan Yi!
I'm proud of you guys.

& I hope zhan yi will continue to be my senior next year..
-if you catch my drift heh.
;D

Okay, the scene: the hall.
It was over-whelming.
You could feel all sorts of emotions.
Tears of joy. Cries of disappointment.

Anyways, congrats to those who attained good results.
& for those who didnt, it's not the end.
The harder you fall, the higher you bounce.
So never give up & dont stop trying.
(:

I was so happy to see bruce!
Y'know why?
Cos I found out that he's in NP's Mass Comm. !
Yay! finally I meet someone who's actually in there.
I hope to see him next year too :D

Mass Comm.! Mass Comm.!
:DDDDD

Got an extra souvenir with da help of jac hehe.
x:

For memory's sake (:

Saturday
Watched Sky High on Disney Channel.
I love da character, Peace!
He's so cool & handsome, especially when he ties up his hair.
Can see his whole face hehe :D

Also watched School For Scoundrels too.
umm..not bad.
It shows how two-faced people can be.

Da guy's teacher knew who he liked & got da girl for himself.
Then he said it was a challenge for him.
He wanted to see how da guy rise to the occasion.

& then, he tricked da guy, again.
but in da end, the girl found out abt his real identity.
Bcos da guy did somethin' that would reveal the teacher's real identity.
He beat him at his own game.
:]

Sunday
Watched Daredevil on Ch 5.
Altho' I have the dvd, I never actually watched it before haha.
It's pretty cool.
Elektra -girl power :D
Ben Affleck's so good-lookin' lol.

But of course,
I still love Spiderman more :D
(f.y.i.Spiderman 3 is comin' out in cinemas arnd july.)

Oh ya! Almost forgot.
No wonder one of da guys from Fantastic Four looks familiar..
he's a graduate from my school..

but I dont know his name lol.
=P

My horoscopes readings for today:

Friendster

This day will bring you an unexpected gift: the chance to get to know someone new. Through events that are beyond your control, you will come face-to-face with someone whose beliefs and behaviors are a lot different from yours. This person has a lot to teach you, but don't worry -- there will be nothing resembling a lecture. Through enjoyable banter, you will move toward new levels of enlightenment.

Yahoo!

Take a chance on love. It's easy to psych yourself out of a situation based on prior experience. Instead, take what you've learned from the past and focus on what's available in the here and now.

both very different huhs.
Well, that sure helps alot.
T.T

I told my mom abt my situation.
She told me abt my father.

She met him when she was fourteen.
And they never met again..

'till she was sixteen.
And looked where it lead to..

marriage.

but of course,
they're divorced now.
but that's not da point lol.
=P

Fate works in mysterious ways.
And if fated, maybe I'll meet him again one fine day..

or not.

Cos if not, then maybe I'm destined to meet someone else.
Someone new..
or someone that I actually already know but never really noticed.
I guess we'll see huhs?
(:

But I really hope that we'll cross paths again.
If not, then it was never meant to be.

I forgot that quote but it's about letting go..

if it comes back, it's yours.

Is this the end of the line?

Fell for a shooting star ;
One without a permanent scar.

Did you miss me while you were lookin' for yourself out there?

More cheese next time.
:]

The Dance Floor.
voted for Break Force Crew & Platinum.
Platinum-girl power baybeh :D

I cant wait for Fantastic Four!
haaaaaa :DDDDD

click here to find out more abt da show:

The Dance Floor

Went out to CP awhile with weiyi tday.
Yay! We have da same OP tees.
Mine red, hers yellow.
If only there was green,
then can have a strawberry combi. again heh.
:D

Our sch's graduates' band performed tday.
Aspidistra (:
caught their performence after sch.
Not bad at all.
Altho' there were technical faults, but they were still gr8.

Ismadi was da best guitarist & hidir was gr8 on da drums.
Ben was da vocalist, together w/ Ismadi.
The other guitarists were hafiz & nazri.
Fauzan was on da keyboard.
:]

I miss performing.
x:

Although that fairytale is now a thing of the past,
one thing's for sure; I'll never be able to forget you.
Cos you were my very first mr eyecandy.
& you still are.
In fact, still the only one.

You'll always get my attention, you'll always catch my eye.
I'll miss your presence, I'll miss seeing you around.
Most importantly, I'll be missing you.

Although I don't like you anymore,
I won't deny the fact that I'll turn around if there was ever a chance.

Unforgettable.

Lastly, Rock On.
XP

My Yahoo! Horoscope For Today:

Hmmm. Why do you keep running into you-know-who? You have nothing in common. Hey, now -- don't be so quick to dismiss them. Taking it nice and easy helps you see how a new person can fit into your life.

I dont know who is it talking about but I dont mind knowing someone new hehe. x:

ok, I'll elaborate on that l8er..
perhaps lol.

Saturday
After POA, ate cheese fries at HP with sabrina & chin ying.
It's starting to be lyke a saturday routine liddat lol.
^^

Went out with my mom in the afternoon to Far East for awhile.
Then she went to do her hair with her friend, siti while I met up with sabrina & sin mei @ Youth Park.

Dang! I missed Ishi's performence.
But at least got to talk to him for a lil' while heh.

Afterwards, hanged out @ Heeren.
Ouh, before that got to eat my fave ice-cream DQ's Brownie Temptation :D
so long nv eat heh.

Then we went to Far East.
I watched them spend their money & shop.
T.T

& after lyke how many hours l8er,
bye-bye da girls & met up with siti & my mom again lol.

And guess whad?
It was da first time I saw infront of my very eyes...

my mom got picked up by a guy.
LOL

I wasnt in da mood so I had that sian expression but was still listening.
No offence but all I heard was alot of lameness goin through my ears lol.
x:

Okay, whatever that.
haha =P

I bumped into rauzan, that malay guy who used to act in Kids United, two times that day.
He hasnt changed a bit.

His face keeps appearing in my mind lehs..

how?
LOL!

Anyways, I really never lyke really look at any guy this year, honestly.
No interest at all.
Cos I cant be bothered with 'em right now.
Can say it's also maybe bcos of last year's fairytale-that-never-came-true affair.
Waiting can make a person jaded y'know.
So..this is da first time in this year that I am actually giving a damn about a boy.
haha!

Yes, this is nothing..

unless I happen to bump into him again.
so, I hope someone up there will be so kind as to let our paths cross again pretty please.
*bats eyelashes*

Or give me a new eyecandy also can.
XD

dont mind me.
I'm just gleefully crapping lol.

Oh yeah, I wna get an Emily Strange top!
lyke finally SG got.
the tops is lyke the same price range as the bags too can lol.

I wanna get a haircut!
but my mom said I have to wait 'till my current fringe grows longer in order to change to da fringe she (& now me too!) wants for me.
I cant wait :D

Btw, I'm doin' alright now.
I just need to breathe more & take things slow.
I hope nothing along the way spoils it for me.
& I need to get back that smile that I once own.
(:

thanks for da love.
MUACK :D

p.s. Congratulations to Singapore for clinching the ASEAN Football Cup! Hear the Lions roar :O

Tday's craaaaazy.
While I was walking home tday after alighting from da bus,
all I wanted to do was to go to my room & cry.
& tears did flow. Then, I was okay.

I thought.

I was still feeling down.
After that, I was in da kitchen & my mom asked me this & that.
But she could see I was tryin' to dodge her, I didnt wanted her to see me or somethin' I guess.
She asked me to come nearer & asked why.
my voice started to become shaky & that was when she knew somethin' was up.
Then I just broke down.

So we went into her room; had a mother-daughter talk.
I just told her it was stress.
I was pressured cos things just seemed to be piling up one after another.
Responsibilities were getting too much.
So many things to do, so little time.

I'm not complaining here cos responsibilities builds my character in a way.
but I guess I accept too much of it sometimes.

Anyways, my mom said cannot be.
I couldnt be crying so hard bcos i'm stressed.
There must be somethin' other than that.
I told her no, I 'm just pressured that's all.
But who knows, maybe there is somethin' that's bothering me.
But I just dont know it yet.

The talk really helped.
I got to cry the tears I've held back for so long.
Sometimes, crying your heart out just helps.
After that, we just continued on with girly talk haha.

Altho' I dont really express it..
but I love you mommy!
MUACK :D

My Yahoo! Horoscope for today:

You can keep telling yourself 'one day,' but why waste time when that day could be right now? A precious dream is too close to give up now. There are actions you could be taking to move closer to your goals.

I don't know which precious dream is it talking about but for now,
I have to put it on hold.
Cos this year's all about da Os baybeh.

Ouh yeah, did I mention my new year resolution?
I know, I'm a little late heh.
Anyways, it's not to be late for school this year.
Somethin' realistic huhs?
Mr Singh will be happy (more lyke glad lol.) if he knows about this.

There's this rule at school..
If your hair's lyke really jialat or somethin',
you must wear a shower cap.
I've never seen the rule been put into action before..

'till today lol.
x:

I'm currently reading Pretty Little Devils.
Came upon a chapter that totally had da same situation I was facing.
A certain situation.
But whatever to that.
If a problem cant be solved, that means it's nonsense.
(:

A new week, a fresh page.
Past mistakes erased, a second chance given.
It was smooth-sailing..

until we reached the end.
It just had to change back.
It gets puzzling again.

So much for a happy ending.

Added Links: Ishi. Dove's Real Beauty.
Relinked: Tingxuan.

Yay :D
Finally I have time to blog! heh.
I apologise for being so tardy.
:]

Saturday
had our first POA remedial.
value for money indeed.
Altho' da tutor was all over da place & spoke lyke a bullet train,
but not a min was wasted -seriously.
& he's very thorough.
I hope I can get better grades for POA heh.
*fingers crossed*

Oh ya, yong cai was tryin' hard to stupid. -.-''
wanted to bully da tutor, in da end, da tutor really thot he didnt know anything..
so da tutor kept askin' him qns lol.
way to go! haha =P

After that, hanged out with sabrina & chin ying @ HP & CP.
:D

Straightaway when I went home,
my mom told me she was goin' to Orchard.
So quickly got dressed up which has been a while since I did that.
Ever since school started, hvnt really went out yet.

anyways, wenta Far East.
my mom went to a salon while I hanged out with her friend, siti.
(:

She was in NP's Engineering, so asked her about stuffs.
Everybody prefers secondary life rather then poly.
I prefer primary, got complications also wont think too much cos of naiveity.
so carefree haha :D
that makes me miss my primary sch days..
*spaces out*
LOL.

Oh ya, stupid salon.
they coloured her hair wrongly.
My mom was super pissed.
cdnt really tell apart da base from da strips so next wk she's gna come back again.

Da woman gave lame excuses:

"CNY alot of people must understand, very busy."

Very busy say laa..my mom wdnt have wasted your time.
You wont get da money if you dont give customers quality service.

I even saw her turn away a student.
Cos students get 20% off cheaper.
She told her they were full.
then when a women came in, she welcomed her.
kanasai, grr.

Let's see if she makes up for her mistake on friday.

Got to eat two favourite food in one day!
Cheese fries @ HP & my favourite kway teow @ Far East!
hehe :D

Ouh, bumped into my kuzzin faiz @ far east
-how appropriate haha.
So coincidential, I viewed his friendster profile just da day before.

Cheetah Girls 2 was on disney channel!
just lyke da first one, it rocks too.
:D

Sunday
my first visit to Sakae Sushi :D
too lazy to go out so we just wenta da one nearby, Rv mall.

I was so amused can.
I kept lookin' at da train & kept deciding..

"to take or not to take, should I take? I dont know.."

by da time da food went by alrdy lol.
I kept laughin' to myself..da waiters must think I was mad lol.
whereas my mom & bro were used to it.
XD

wasnt full so I ate nachos with CHEESE :D

School
So far, school's been okay i guess.
3 tests this week -gah!
two down, one more to go.
Maths Probability re-test.
hopefully I'll pass it this time around.
*fingers crossed*

Had our very first Physics practical for this year tday in da lab.
one word:
Sian -.-'''

had to do da pendulum bob thingy.
It gave me a headache can.
But there were funny moments btw me, siti & syakir.
haha :D

Oh yeah, I bet everyone has seen Dove's new commercial.
Everyone loves the True Colours song (:
Anyways, it's all about helping girls realise how beautiful they are.
I remember how depressing experiencing low self-esteem can be.
I'm sure every girl has experienced it at one point in her life.
& if you're still experiencing it, rest assured;
you're not alone.
:]

Check out da website.
It has inspiring stories, polls, quizzes & more:

Real Beauty

okie dokie, I think that's all.
here's somethin to feast your eyes on..
CHEESE :D


agnes a.k.a. my ah pek haha :D






I love 'em. :D


I love 'em too :D











Finally, i did some cam-whoring this year lol.
Ehem. =P





adious amigas & amigos!
;D