HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ! :DD

here's da prezzie i gave to my mom.
HEH



click on it to have a closer look at the quote and da sign on da bear's foot.
You'd have to know my mom to know why i gave her this haha.
(:

And last but not least,
i love her.



p.s.: psst. i've blogged already.
All you have to do is scroll down. :]

What is done in a state of high anxiety can be done much more powerfully in a state of calm determination.

okay.
first of all....

WHEEEEEEEEEEE
exams are gone!
done!
dah habis!
finish!
fin!
woo hoo!

uh-huh uh-huh.
XD

now, i can breathe with ease.
haha. :D

Mid-Year Papers Ratings
English - Positive.
Maths - Negative.
Chemistry - Positive.
Physics- Positive.
Malay - Negative?
Geography - Positive.
Social studies - Positive.
POA - Positive / Negative?

They're just possibilities.
don't know da actual results yet bt i hope they're good.
*fingers crossed*

okie dokie.
enough of exams.
whad's done is done.

post-exam activities!
nono, i don't mean da ones by da school.
my own!
HEH :DD

Friday, 12 May 06.
Went out with a total of 10 peeps.
Yea, all thanks to me and my fellow psychopath, jeremy tee.
heh.

The 10 peeps:
me. jt. xue. wei qiang. jac. zhan yi. michelle. hong yuan & his two kuzzins.
yepp yepp.
so fun can! :D
see those names up dere;
of cos there's bound to be madness and insanity lol. XD
yepp yepp, fun laughter peace and joy.
okay, maybe cancel out da peace haha.

Met up at PS bt ended up watchin' at the new Cathay Cineplex.
So hard to get movie tixs.
We sat at da 2nd row can.
so BIG.
XD

I think the most memorable scene in MI3 was when Tom Cruise was running in Shanghai.
While he ran, he said:
" zhou kai zhou kai xiao xin "
LOL
Can't believe he even spoke chinese haha.
And he was shorter denn da female lead,
just lyke he and his wife together in real life lol.
-.-''

It's a veh cool movie.
a lil' humour here and there.
a movie isn't complete without humour heh.
yepp, definitely worth watchin'. (:

Oh yea, spongebob was surprised by my attire apparently.
Since it was da first time he lyke really went out with me,
he said he didn't expected me to be punk.
haha. :p

After that,
went to Bugis with jt, wq, xue & zy.
Bought myself a new watch!
yayness :D
bt no battery. -.-''
grr. now i must waste another $5.
kanasai.
=X

Saturday, 13 May 06.
went out with jeremy & bryan.
finally had a chance to pay a visit to da library haha.
ya laa..
i'm a bookworm
-and i'm proud of it. :D
HEH !

shopped for mother's day gifts.
jeremy's mom is so lucky.
Puma bag -nice some more.
haha.
i shall post mine l8er on heh.
:]

After that,
bryan went off while me and jeremy decided to hang out more.
we were lyke wandering souls can lol.
wenta Hg Mall to be fair.
Cos it's station is just in da middle;
In btw Seng kang and Kovan.
XD

It definitely has been a gr8 long weekend.
woo hoo.
12 may
-a day to remember (:
and yes, i finally updated huhs.
hahahaha.
sawree it took so long heh.
i'm off then.
BYE BYE :D

HELLO ! :D

missed me?
hehe.
sawree i hvnt been blogging lately.
exams period.
*counts*
4 more days, 9 more papers to go.
cant wait till it's over.

hmm...blogging.
i dont know where to start.
>.<''

My exam papers.
English - positive.
Maths - negative.
Malay - negative.
Social Studies - positive.

AAHHHHHH
i'm so worried.
( no surprise there. i'm a worrywart afterall :p )
For da first time, da malay paper was so hard.
maths, no comment.
i sux at it.
:/

wish me luck for my results.
i think i'll need it.
Liyana shall and will improve & get good results this year.
*fingers crossed*

Chattin' with ning zhi makes me realise how long it's been since we went out together.
much updating to be done heh.
(:

And and and.
it's been so long since i last took neoprints.
*hint hint*
HEH.

Ahhhh yes.
Superband !
it's every mon, 7.30pm, Ch u.
Juz-B sang Wang Lee Hom's Kiss Goodbye ! :DD
i was so happy can.
one of my fave songs, again!
*swoons*

They definitely have da potential to go far in da competition.
Oh yea, Soul's Awi quite cute too eh.
x)

I support Juz-B and Soul.
But i support Juz-B more!
hahahaha XD

WHEEEEEE
Cat's thinkin' of buying me new earphones for my burfdae next year.
Anyone else wants to contribute to the Make Liyana Happy fund?
HEH !
XD

darn.
i cant wait till da exams are over.
i wna go outtttt
>.<''

had study sessions.
one with spongebob and patrick star.
one with fiona darling, bibi and cat.
and another with ying qi and fiona darling. :]

oh yes, ying qi and fiona still owe me pics!
heh. (:

alamak.
i'm not sure if i have anything else to blog abt.
=x

it's complicated.
what's that suppose to mean?
this thing means nothing more than what it is now.
At least for now.

i'm so disappointed with the three of you.
Or make it two i guess. :(
We dont talk, say hi to each other anymore.
I tried. Have you?
If you don't want to acknowledge my presence anymore,
then i have nothing else to say.
I don't know what's been happening.
But still, i just wish you guys are doing ok.
And no matter what, I will never turn my back on you.
:(

Geez, now then i realise that there are problems.
friendships, love...
And it's doesn't help that all this is happening during the exams period.
:/

darn.
i hate it when an entry ends at a sad note.

anyways, thinking of designing a whole new temp after da exams.
if i have the time that is.
Gd luck everyone and jia you!
vroom vroom vroom XD

UPDATED; Designs.
Added Links:
Zi en. Syafiqah. (:

Tday was an off-day for all xms students -woo hoo !
I've been stuffing myself with chocolates da whole day.
yummy, they make me happy :D

hahaha.
I've been a gd girl.
yepp yepp, i've been mugging !
and i would be lying if i told you i didnt watch some tv tday.
Hvnt been watchin Gilmore Girls for so long bt finally did tday.
It's on weekdays, 5 pm on Ch 5 if u wna watch it too :]

Hmm..dont have anything to blog on lately
:/

Oh yea, i regret searching for So You Think You Can Dance on da net.
Now i know who's da winner even before the show has ended here
-.-''
but at least i know my fave girl is a finalist !
(:

Bleh.
crap crap crap.
XD

Mid-yr exams are gna start nxt wk.
I see late-nite studying in da near future.
XD

cant wait for it to end.
but by then, i must start preparing for da Ns alrdy.
sian :/

shall end here.
dont miss me !
:DD

Now, you just make me wonder.

woo hoo !
wenta watch Burn The Floor with jac ytd.
beverly was there too, but with her dance friends heh.
oh yea, i actually wore a skirt on that day which i rarely do.
psst, fiona.*hint hint*
x)

omg.
The show's lyke so hot can.
Da dancers were so glam and gorgeous.
Their outfits were so nice.
( of cos it is, sponsered by Gucci. :p )
A lot of hips and booty shakin' going on.
When da guys danced, i was practically swooning laa.
XD

I'll love any guy who can dance me off my feet (:
No no, not sweep.
dance! lol.

Ahhh yes !
give comments on my new design pretty please :DD
It's based on da Shakira song.

Watched da vid.
She sure can shake her hips.
Totally loved her orange outfit.
Not just bcos it's orange, bt it's also simple yet nice.
(:

All this talk abt dance makes me miss dancing so much.
:/

Anyways,
if you wna check out Shakira's Hips Don't Lie vid,
here's da link:
Hips Don't Lie

And if you have time to spare,
check out this video too.
I got this instead of The Click Five when i was searching for Good Day.
It's quite funny in a cute way haha.

MOVeMEDIA's Good Day.

oh yea, almost forgot abt friday.
before recess, suddenly there was this major annoucement.
I think 5 wallets, 6 handphones were stolen?
Most of da wallets were Billabong.
I only could rmb one phone model which was a Motorola V3 Razr silver.
Pity da peeps who lost it and curse those thieves;
took away our recess time.
:p

after sch,
went out with slumberland and jt fer a lil' while.
chocolates galore ! :DD
we were so super high haha.
Especially that psychopath and his American Express card.
-.-''

"are you okay?"

XD
inside joke heh.

okie dokie.
till' then, sayonara !

started studying already?
*raises eyebrows*
XD

Relinked: Beverly cupcake :]

HEY HEY ! :D

hvnt been blogging huhs.
so I shall now heh.

Had Mother Tongue oral ytd.
I think I sailed through reading.
But my yacht sank when it came to conversation.
I have limited malay vocab can.
And I had no ideas for the topics given.
AAAAHHHHHHH.
Basically, i think i screwed it up.
bleh.
but i'm not alone lol.

English oral was tday.
Mrs Ng says she has no worries abt me heh :D
Yepp, i think i did well.
My examiner, Mrs Long, did commented that my reading was good.
tee hee.
((((((:

Chatted with carebear ytd.
5 days and I already miss him and his crazy antics haha.

Btw, does anyone have a graphic calculator?
If you do, show me !
Cos i wna see it's functions.
And carebear says it looks lyke an ancient gameboy.
ya, ancient.
LOL XD

Oh yea, does anybody watch Superband?
If you do, support Juz-B please :D
They're lyke super talented can.
All of 'em are malay but they sing chinese really well.
Gr8 vocal arrangement, etc.
Yepp, one of da best in da competition.
recently, they sang Fa Ru Xue; one of my fave Jay Chou songs !
cant wait for their next performence.
(:

woo hoo.
tmr's friday.
but da mid-years are getting nearer each day.
must start to mug mug mug.
darn it.
:/

I think i know somethin' but i'm not sure if i'm right or not.
Show me a clearer picture.
In other words,
manifestation please.

=x

WISHLIST UPDATED .

Have you heard?
The Click Five turned down an invitation to the Oprah Winfrey show and went to The Hollaback Crew 98fm event here instead.
And Oprah is lyke way bigger denn 98fm.
isn't that cool or whad?

Went out with carebear on sunday !
wenta watch a very interesting easter play.
did some catchin' up too, crapped as usual.
XD
definitely enjoyed myself.
another outing please :D

oh yea,
and now I know da definition of a butt -literally.
XD

And yes, Homecoming Day !
yepp, enjoyed myself too.

Thanks sugarpie for da sugarpuff test tube !
so sweeeet of you heh.
you definitely made my day.
:]

now, i shall let da pictures do da talking.
till then, toodles !
(:

sugarpie ! - sweet love :]






Willy Wonka a.k.a. Syakir x)





Chin Ying & Daud - my brudder-from-another-mother XD




Zhan Yi XD



Rui Min, Liana & Liyana - get da link? x)



Samantha, my dancing ou xiang :D





Jac senior, Jac junior & Andrea



Jac, Siti, Miss Kuck





Ying qi ! :DD



Jac, Fiona, Ying qi



Ben Tan XD








woo hoo.
it's been an awesome week indeed.
;D

WHEEEEEEEE
tmr's Homecoming day !
fun fun fun.
- yayness :D

here are da flyer designs.





aren't dey pretty?
of cos laa, i designed them mahs.
HEH :]

XD

too bad spongebob wont be around tmr...
slumberland
-incomplete.
oh wells.
but i'm sure we'll have loads of fun tmr.
cant wait :D

oh yea,
spongebob wants to make new specs too.
yay!
2nd slumberland outing.
cant wait cant wait cant wait.
XD

Gna be going out with carebear on sunday !
2nd outing too (:
yepp, it'll be interesting to see how Easter day is celebrated.

woo hoo.
i so love this week.
uh-huh uh-huh.
XD

Bam-bam cheer up okie?
lil' sis will always be here whenever you need me.
(:

woo hoo.
we'll be getting our class t-shirts tmr.
can't wait!

ah yes, da moment has arrived.
I've collected my spankin' new orange specs alrdy!
:]

And yes, finally.
x)

tadaa! XD









bleh.
i have to get more sleep can.
And wake up more early.
astroboi says i always look sleepy in da bus in da morning.
:/

Ok laa.
Next time when i board da bus,
i shall open my eyes big-big.
XD

FOUR more days to Homecoming Day !
:D

yay!
got da morning assembly reading thing over with.
so far, good feedback.
Gonna be getting a treat from Mrs Ng soon.
:]

thanks B.F. for da cupcake!
yummy (:

Hope we'll be getting our class tee just in time for Homecoming day.
*fingers crossed*
>.<''

I don't know why you looked at me the way you did today.
Definitely not just 1 second, more than that.
I wasn't even the first and only one to notice it.
But why now?
Keep your eyes for your girl, boy.
cos i think it's a crime.

I shall remain unswayed by your sneaky glances...
but i won't deny that you're still an eyecandy to me.

bittersweet.

Was it the end or has it only just begun?
-F.L.

Re-Linked:
Tasha ! :DD
Beverly :]

okie dokie.
let's get down to da nitty gritty.

had sports day just now.
i was screaming my lungs out for cheerleading.
but we got last for that.
:(

the seniors just dont wna cheer
which in turn influences da juniors.
where has da scoprion spirit gone to?
=/

ANYWAYS ;
we got 2nd for da banner.
and and and.
overall, so far..
we're 2nd !
yayness :D

nevermind.
there's still more chances to score at other events.
aim for first!
:DD

cos i believe we can do it.
again.
(:

*fingers crossed*

SJAB won da school footdrill competition.
It was obvious that they were da winners.
Their fancy footdrill was so chio can.
congrats ! :DD

Downsides of this week:

-Him.
(but i'm so over you. ha.)
dont tell me things that i dont wanna know -cos he's history.

-Lost my POA textbook.
(curse da a-hole who stole it. you're not afraid to steal but afraid of getting a scolding from a teacher for not bringing it instead? you stole it bcos of fear, not education. pathetic.)

Upside of this week:

Tasha's back ! :DD
(yay. i miss my bestie truckloads :] )

I'm gonna be reading on da podium infront of da whole school on monday.
wish me luck!
>.<''

Last but not least,
cheer up elaine !
puffy will always be here for you, sugarpie.
(:

Bananas anyone?
XD

what's left of me.







the truth hurts.
a lot.

you'll be a wonderful memory.
And perhaps only just that.
-F.L.

Added Links: Wei Qiang :D
Re-linked: Xue'e (:

yay!
wei qiang's blog is revived!
XD

Wenta da parents meet session ytd.
Mrs Ng was so nice !
It's lyke she only had praises fer me.
she said she wants her daughter to grow up to be just lyke me.
aww...so sweet.
i feel so honoured.
love her mann :D

she said other stuff but dont wna mention here.
Or i'll sound bhb haha.
ask me personally instead alrighty?
heh.

one thing's for sure.
she definitely made my day, ^ my self-esteem and made my mom proud of me.
okie, that's three things haha.
x)

photograph (:
all thanks to jeremy tee
-ironically.
XD

he still cant stop asking ppl that one stewpig qns.
bleh.
>.<''

saw spongebob's love interest two times alrdy.
LALALALALAAA :D

anyways, dont think i have anything more to blog on.
So i'm gonna end off now.
There's a pizza waiting to be eaten up by me and eng assignments to be finished up. :p
Ciao ! :D

For me ;
it's you.
(:

Added Links: Jacintha .

HEY HEY HEY ! :D

check out my profile section, second star again.
added a new list.
your name might be in there!
HEH (:

haha.
today's wednesday.
Last episode of Teman Anugerahku.
so sad can :(

oh yea,
if anyone happens to know any place selling da Anugerah vcd tell me okie?
i cant find it laa.

i wna go to their concert !
:DD

FAUZIE LAILY !
*swoons*
XD

He's in Temasek Poly.
so cool ryte?
(:

my mom got a new haircut tday.
hmph.
not fair.
she said she wanted to go get haircuts together.
oh wells
=/

anyways, i'll post her pic next time alrighty?
(:

Thanks fiona darling fer da Delifrance treat tday !
yum yum
:D

Love ;
such complexity.
Leaving me confused .
:/

Everytime i hear your name,
sadness washes over me.
For i know you're a far away wish.
And i realise i still care.

I'm still hoping
and believing.

Read this post till the end pretty please.
HEH (:



AAAHHHHHHHHH
so sad can.
This wednesday is gonna be the last episode.
I was just starting to to adore them.
Especially Fauzie Laily :DD
*swoons*

XD

Too bad I never got to watch the actual singing competition.
Cos i only started noticing them when they acted in this drama instead heh.
=X

i shall go get their vcd!
:D

ANYWAYS XD ;
i've shifted my wishlist into my profile.
Check out da second star.
Your name might be in it.
HEH (:

Okie dokie.
I shall leave you with photos of the Anugerah boys.
:D

Once again,
*swoons*
XD

Fauzie's da one at the most left of this pic :D
orange watch some more (:



And here he's in da blue shirt :DD





wah.
I can just feel myself fainting.
XD

Regrets.
They're usually not made up of things that you've done,
but things you never did.
:(

I think about you baby,
and i dream about you all the time.

Yesterday when i slept,
I had this dream.
And he was in it.

now you're even haunting me in my dreams.
=/

Now I walk around,
all filled up with hope.
Dragging along this heavy heart of mine everywhere I go.

Everytime I think of you now,
sadness washes over me.
And my heart heaves a heavy sigh.

Arts Fest.
did duty on da 1st and 3rd nite.
3rd day was definitely the most busiest nite.
I was running here, dere, everywhere.
XD

that's why i had no energy for sch ytd.
so unlike me.
was so dead beat mann.

ANYWAYS XD ;
thanks to miss tee and ben tan for da flowers! :DD
one pink flower, one sunflower.
Ben tan gave me one cos i was his..
pp / p square / personal photographer.
lol XD

but nevertheless,
although it was tiring, i had fun fer my duties.
(:

Mrs Yeap saw me taking photographs.
She said i should be on stage singing instead.
That means a lot coming from a music teacher.
HEH :D

i saw him on da third nite.
so shuai can.
I felt lyke stabbing myself.
=/

BLEH.
collecting my spankin' new specs tmr.
lyke finally.
x)

Photographs of you kept in a camera, flashing right before my very eyes, held in my very hands.
With every click of the button, my eyes straight away search for you.

And only you.

AAAAAAHHHHHHHH
slap me in da butt fer missing da Nike Futsal Joga 3 Soccer Tournament held in sch.
I was at the Sony Digital Workshop instead on 16 march.
darn it.
missed so much.
>.<''

ANYWAYS XD ;
wenta da SVAs after sch today.
Hossan Leong was farnie indeed x)
Da stage was pretty.
The performence by Stomp was impressive.
And i liked da lyrics of da song performed by Eternal Loop called "Superhuman Me".
We didnt won any awards but got a plaque as a certificate of participation and a Pinnacle bag.
Took photos; one of it was cute.
Vincent Ho, Zu Yao and me pretended to cry cos we didnt won any awards haha.
Overall, I enjoyed da event.
(:

whoopee.
there's a lot of shows fer me to catch tday.
Campus Superstar, So You Think You Can Dance, Desperate Housewives, Grey's Anatomy and Scrubs :D

ooh, before i go.
here are some pics (:

Little India Trip;





And others x) .



Last but not least -.-'' ;



guessed who tooked that pic?

a)my bro.
b)my mom.
c)me.

nice shorts tho huhs.
anyways,
guess guess!
XD

okie dokie.
ciao ! :D

being sick suxs.
-.-''

ANYWAYS XD ;
wenta Little India fer da English Learning Journey.
(bt it seemed lyke more to serangoon lehs..:S)
it was fun ! :DD

I was in Group D.
There's me, sexy, spongebob, patrick star, captain planet, francesca, mei wei and hafiz.
(:

Things I Did There:
1. everyone wore a "pohtu" (dont know hwta spell but da pronounciation sounds liddat XD) on our foreheads.
2. i wore a sari ! :DD
3. shared a thosai and rose milk with fiona darling (:
4. entered an Indian temple.
5. gained extra knowledge.
6. Treasure hunt ! (:

Wei qiang got his fortune picked by a parrot.
it's so freaking cute can.
oh yea, spongebob's so evil.
He's found a new nickname fer jac.
x)

overall,
i enjoyed da excursion.
even had my own "reward" in da end.
HEH (:

hint:
eyecandy.

whad a gd way to end da day.
heh.
LALALALALAAAA
:D

one week of no school.
but there's an upside and a downside to it.
For me that is
heh.

i'll be missing you.

Jeremy tee claims that he figured it out himself.
how?
Cos he's SMART.
rightt-
* note da sarcasm please :D *

" not everything is believable. "
XD

can i trust jeremy tee?
hmm...
NAH.







just kidding laa haha :D
go ahead, make me jealous.
be gay !
XD

oh yea, now i not only have an irresistable head.
but hair that's nice to play with too.
yea, i'm a barbie doll.
according to jeremy.
-.-''

stewpig.
oops, he spells it differently ryte?
x)

this clock never seemed so alive.
(:

It's all either coincidence.
Or it's fate.


as much as i want to believe it's all fate,
the cynical side of me thinks it's all coincidential.
why do i even have a cynical side?
pfft.


you looked me in the eye.
(:

UPDATED:
Designs; Metamorphosis.
BGM: Dirty Little Secret - The All American Rejects
Changed Links:
Xue 'e .

1 March 2006

FORT MINOR !


i want Mike Shinoda
PLEASE :D

yay!
i was totally psyche that i got to go to da concert.
It was definitely a blast.
I danced lyke nobody was around heh.
=X

Got to buy their cd plus addictional video clips dvd :D
but da t-shirt was too pricey, $30 plus
=/

ANYWAYS XD ;
Jeassea Thyidor
(remember da talented and gorgeous Singapore Idol contestant?)
She made a guest appearance.
Since Holly brook cdnt be there,
instead she sang with Mike Shinoda da song "Where'd You Go".
It's nice (:

Girls were jealous when she hugged him.
yes, at that point of time I wished I was her haha.
>.<''

Fort Minor sang songs lyke Petrified, Believe Me, Remember The Name, In Stereo, Feel Like Home.
They also sang Linkin park songs lyke In The End and the Numb version which LP did with Jay-z.

Overall,
it rocked.
(:

okie dokie.
i'm gna leave you with da pics from da concert.
peace out! XD

i'm still trying to figure out who my real friends are.
yea, still.
pfft.

Of cos there are people who i know are definitely friends with me bcos of true friendship.
lyke kelly dearie (:
(must list only one if not must list everyone than if dont have their name y'know whad happens heh.)
but that list is lyke only a few y'know.
=X

maybe i'm being cynical.
maybe i'm not.
sometimes I dont know whad to believe anymore.

AAAAHHHHHH
when am I going to get my new specs mommy?
=/

far away (:

went out with sab, xue and chin ying.
(:

yay!
took neoprints with xue'e fer da first time heh.
:D

got to eat my fave ice-cream ;
Brownie Temptation ! :DD

Bumped into my kuzzie and kelly dearie.
(dont think i dont know whad you were up to ar hahaha XD )

yesterday ;

dont know why people think i dread my photography duties.
thats not me, it's sab laa.
Cos it's interesting.
And sometimes I get to witness an event which other students dont.
plus, it's free (:
(yea even free FOOOD! :DD)

ANYWAYS XD ;
ytd was da vball competition held at Toa Payoh Stadium.
Air-conditioned mann.

Our B Boys were so macho, so shuai.
I was practically swooning can.
*faints*
XD

they emerged as da champs.
woo hoo.
congrats! :D

wrote a letter to someone.
and i cried.
but it helps; letting it all out
(:

beyond understandable .

dont rain on my parade.

somethin's coming back.
it comes and goes whenever it lykes.
it's somethin' i dont usually tell anyone cos i think it's stupid.
But it's bothering me.
alot.

Bottling it up to myself is a torture.
I'm stuck in this suckfest.
which seems never-ending.

i was doin just fine.
picking up the pieces and finding myself again.
till someone said somethin today.
now i'm back to square one.
:(



where's tasha?
:(

WISHLIST UPDATED.

yes yes.
my long-awaited entry.
XD

i apologise fer the tardiness heh.
busy busy bumblebee
>.<''

15 FEB 06; Wed
belated vday date with fiona darling (:
Cathay Cineleisure.
ate Pasta Mania and was forced to eat ALOT.
XD

played Air Hockey.
never underestimate me cos that will be your biggest mistake.
MWAHAHAHA XD

Got to eat my all-time favourite ice-cream;
Dairy Queen's Brownie Temptation ! :DD

18 FEB 06; Sat
went out with my mom, ella and nana.
took ALOT of pics cos nana kept snapping and snapping non-stop lol.
yepp, it isnt me haha! :D
went to suntec but cdnt find a suitable specs frame fer me.
intend to go out again with ella and my mom on wed (:

19 FEB 06; Sun
went to an appointment with a management agency.
a guy called me, got my no. from da Sg Idol auditions.
imagined the euphoria rush i experienced when i received his call!
XD

Basically he explained to my mom and I whad it was all about.
really hope my mom will consider it.
thinking of asking my dad to pay half of da fees.
there'll be professional photoshoots, call you up for auditions, plus the various courses provided.
they work very closely with Mediacorp.
I REALLY want it.
hope i can get it.
*fingers crossed*
>.<''

oh yea, i miraculously passed my maths test.
uh-huh.
yes gasp people, gasp.
XD

blah.
so many controversies revolving around me.
=/

i'm still trying to find the cheerful girl i knew back then.
the one frequently mistaken to be carefree.
it's better that way.
yes, nowadays things have definitely taken a new turn.
i'm still smiling and all that.
but it's not enough.
there's still somethin' holding me back.
hope i'll go back to my cheerful and confident ways
(:

OH OH OH!
and guess whad?
i'm going to da Fort Minor Concert!
AAAHHHHHHHH
*boogies*
XD

Mike Shinoda, here i come! :DD

WISHLIST STATUS:
ONE DOWN! :DD

okay.
i'm a day late fer this post but whad da heck.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! :D



thanks for all da gifts!
so sweetttt-
HEH (:

ate all da chocs alrdy.
hehe
=X

oh yea, when i first came to school
i was greeted by....


A RELIENT K CD ! :DD

AAAAHHHHHHH
my belated belated belated belated belated belated belated belated belated burfdae prezzie.
thank you kelly dearie, ning zhi, jo & bibi.
:D

LALALALALA
XD

oh yea, here's somethin' which i think is sweet
(:

Give 11 real roses and 1 fake rose to your girlfriend.
And tell her that your love will only end when the last rose withers.

geddit?
so sweet can.
anyways, shall end here.
till then, sayonara (:

The red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites.

BGM: Beautifully Broken - Ashlee Simpson

should have let go of my hair.
should have worn make-up.
should have, should have.
It's too late.

I guess i looked too young for it.
oh wells.
at least an interviewer adored me.
heh.

"so cute!"
>.<''

But why should i make the effort to make myself look matured for others?
When others WANT to look YOUNGER.
yea?
(:

And at least i know i'm strong enough to stand in line from 8.30am to 8pm.
That's lyke around around 11 hours and 30 freaking mins.
I only sat down twice.
And ate 1 meal wich was at 5 plus in da afternoon.
And never wenta da loo.
XD

i was so bummed.
tears kept streaming down my cheeks.
even when i was in da mrt.
i was alone some more.
all i could do was look down and hoped that people didn't noticed.

i've never cried when i don't pass an audition before.
but i guess this was somethin' big and i really wanted it...

but i'm gna be okay.
thanks fer all da support and encouragement.
(:

it seems like yesterday i didn't know how hard i could cry.
it feels like tomorrow i will not get back
but i will try; wipe the tears from my eyes.
every moment i'm filled with hope cos i get another chance.

and i believe i will.

p.s: thanks to the girl who consoled me after the audition.
see you in two years! :DD

Changed Links: beverly .

HELLLOO ! :D

hvnt been updating lately.
i'm quite okay now but still busy busy busy.
>.<''

luckily, there isn't homework today.
fell asleep just now.
nowadays, i fall asleep so easily.
been so dead beat i guess.

anyways, good luck to
-tasha (bestie :D)
-shi jie (carebear XD)
-samantha (my dancing ou xiang! :D)

& also to my fellow seniors who are taking their O lvl results tmr!
:DD

SATURDAY .
-TWO days more.

AAAAHHHHHHHHH

p.s: heys to you-know-whos. if you can come on sat, pls do alrighty.
hope i dont get the nerves >.<''
wish me luck! :D <333333

Been feeling lousy lately.
VERY.

I was late fer school tday.
!#$@&*^
the last thing i need is another problem.

so many things to do,
so little time.
>.<''

but i guess cheerleading tday perked me up a bit.
yea, it sorta helped.
My face was burning hot from all da shouting.
XD

i forgot that i didn't ate for my break tday.
-.-''

yes.
that's how blah i am right now.
help!
=X

get myself together;
or i shall watch me fall apart .

Suffocation;
it's getting harder to breath.

I'm reallllllly feeling da pressure to perform.
There's so much to be done.
The expections to live up to.

And the audition's on 11 feb.
which is lyke really soon.
next week to be precise.
hope i'll have the time to practice.
not to mention da tests nxt week.
oh yea, and i hate deadlines.
=/

grr.
i wanna scream my lungs out.


AAAAAHHHHHHHHH
save me.
pretty please.

i'm glad it's gna be da weekends.
i need a break.
:(

Added Links: Weiqi :DD

i thought to myself tday that i had to blog.
but i kinda forgot on whad.
=X
heh.

oh yea.
thanks sab fer da belated, belated, belated, belated, belated, belated burfdae prezzie! :D
XD

i'm so happie fer somebody.
and i'm HORNET that i'm da first in xms to know abt it.
HEH (:

i guessed myself one lehs.
so clever ryte.

approve approve!

XD

BLEH.
i'm stuck with so much stuff to do.
i'm lyke swarmed.
busy busy bumblebee.
=/

WHEEE
gna do my new specs during da weekends.
yay! lyke finally.
cant wait!
haha :D

There's America's Next Top Model and The Simple Life tday.
shall not fall asleep and miss out on da episodes lyke i did last week.
=P

BGM: Who I Am Hates Who I've Been - Relient K

AAAAHHHHHHHHHH

wei qiang's right.
it's turning into an obsession.

I LOVE RELIENT K! :DD
heh.

i wanna post their pic bt i'm having some prob doing so right now.
=/

but if you wanna check 'em out,
click here.

anyways,
watched their vids just now.
Be My Escape is cool.
Who I Am Hates Who I've Been is funny and cute.
(:

it's no wonder.
1 drummer and four guitarists.
WOO HOO

*swoons*
XD

ok ok.
I shall stop here.
Cos if not, this will never end.
:D

WISHLIST UPDATED :D

omg.
guess whad i did just now...



i did it.
yes it.



i joined Singapore Idol.



now who'a gna go and ton with me?
(:

WISHLIST UPDATED.

HELLLOOO :DD

missed me?
hehe.
hvnt been blogging huhs.

it's been a busy week.
i think i was only free on thur and tday.
bleh.

my tagboard isn't loading so cant reply tags at da moment.
if there is any that is heh.

my mom's not in singapore at da moment.
whee~
more freedom :D
take note it's more freedom, not just freedom haha.
my mom does gives me freedom alrighty heh.

oh yea, according to daud,
sleeping can make you grow taller.


really?
than whad have i been doing wrong all this while.
Cos i'm not growing vertically at all.
or even horizontally.
LOL XD


AND AND AND.
chickens can make you grow fatter.
-.-''

bleh.
it's so oily.
i don't want.

oh yea,
i have a new fascination.
yepp.


fortune cookies (:
my mom and i found the readings very true.
Cos it's lyke so related to whads been going on in our lives.
I find my friends' readings true too.
But don't know why fiona's cookie was empty.
=X


ohk-oh.
shall give her another one.
if that one also don't have,
i don't know whad to say haha.

p.s: thanks si ming fer da ride home tday.
HEH (:

or should i say lao bei?
i have no idea hwta spell that word.
XD

notice me ;
for all the right reasons .

BGM: Dance Dance - Fallout Boy

yes!
the day has finally come.
Mr Paranoia has left the building.
:D

he's a pig.
he laid a finger on my mom.
that was it.
go to hell mann.
no good human being.
a walking waste of oxygen.

haha.
but today was so shameful.
for him, that is.
was forced to pack up and leave.
witnessed by da trio.
my mom and my 2 fave aunts.

shame on you.
a disgrace to mankind.
let's see how long this will last.
better don't come crawling back
lyke you did before over and over again.

she's soooooo better off without you.
:D

Okay. got this from friendster.
must read cos it's VERY interesting.
24 sweet facts abt guys.
somethin' new ryte? :D
(note da sarcasm XD)

1.Once they send you a message,they hope you'll reply.
They will not be angry with you if you don't,
they'll just be sorry for themselves for a long time for not being good enough for you.
So girls please try to reply.

2. Most boys notice details, and the rest try to..really even though some of them fail.

3.Guys get jealous too. Not like how girls get jealous, they get jealous feeling disappointed that the person their dream girl is talking so intimately to, is not them

4.Guys are easy going most of the time but when they get angry its usually really serious. There are not many male chauvinist pigs around.

5.Not all guys flirt. Some do not know what's the difference between flirting and being nice.

6.Boys don't like girls to disturb them. However they do enjoy disturbing girls not in a bad way but a sweet way.

7.Boys like it when girls contact them, whether it be sms or call or even through a testimonial in friendster.

8.Guys enjoy spending time with their girlfriend more than anything.

9. Guys like girls. Thats universal. You could be a good girl or a bad girl, some guy would like you.

10.Guys could go out with anyone. Not just the girl that he likes.

11.Guys do like buying things for their girl. And you know what? They usually don't expect much back the girl's smile would be enough to make them chuckle to themselves the whole day.

12. When a guy suddenly messages you a whole lot telling you how much you mean to him... he's desperate... not just desperate for anyone, he's desperate for you. Most probably he had already tried many times to tell you and failed to get your attention

13.Guys need your affirmation sometimes. Hugging them and whispering to them when you talk really does magic.

14. Boys all round the world at every point in time is trying to hold some girl's hand. If you like a guy make sure your hand is there.

15.Most guys love it when you tell them they're special.

16.Guys love it when you message them for no reason.That shows you want to talk. So girls, don't send the wrong message and do not procrastinate.

17.Guys sometimes just can't let you know everything but usually its good to keep somethings unsaid.

18.Girls, its easy to spot whether a guy is to make you laugh and smile and like him or he is really childish. It really hurts when you say it in a serious way that he's childish and all this time you don't buy his attempts at it. Trust me you'd have killed something in him if you say that.

19. If a guy told you that he wakes up at night crying because of you, it is more commonly true and you have certainly captured his heart.

20.If you are his girlfriend then trust him. Its really important to him.

21 . Boys who are really in love with their girlfriends will not tell them all their problems.So girls, don't push it.

22. When guys don't message you as much as theyuse to its usually because they miss you alot and theydon't know what to say in their message.

23. When a guy tells you again and again that heloves you over a period of time even though you rejected him, believe it. The longer the time between each time he trys to get you, the more you should know that the only girl that he is waiting for its you. Its really hard for a guy to say it again and again.

24. If a guy used to send you poems that was really sweet, and he stopped, he probably thinks that you didn't appreciated them as much as the time and effort he use to think them out. So try to respond to them.... even though you never recieve them he never stopped writin them...

You know what? You might think this is all bullshit. But it has certainly came to pass in many instances. Repost this if youwant to. Nothing will happen to you if you don't. But itmight just change many relationships if it was passed on

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
I'M SIXTEEN!

AAAHHHHHH
*boogies*
XD

first and foremost,
thanks to EVERYONE who wished me.
<3 y'all.
(:

thanks to fiona, kelly, ning zhi, yuemin & darrich.
(you guys shud know whad i'm thanking you fer.)
HEH (:

AND AND AND.

my fave girl.
thanks tasha fer dedicating an entire entry to ME!
love ya to bits!
<333333

here are some photos of ytd's partee at my aunt's house.
all thanks to da trio.
-my 2 fave aunts & my mom.
(:



THE CAKE. :D


FOOD! XD


This looks lyke i was constipating or somethin' rather than trying to make a wish can. >.<''



I <3 them :D


no comment. LOL


see that light? it's real. not an effect. this proves that i'm a natural born angel HEH :D
(don't barf please) XD

it has definitely been one helluva burfdae.
from this day forward, this shall be my most memorable day.
till a better one comes along.
HEH :D

BGM: Drops Of Jupiter - Train

HELLO (:

thanks people fer da early mini burfdae celebration at Pizza Hut!
HEH :D

tho' you guys still didn't really succeeded in smashing da cake on my face.
Or da other way around =P
Cos i'm strong-HEADed mahs.
MWAHAHAHA XD

But whad you did succeed was making me taste da chilli you put in da cake.
the taste stayed in my mouth fer quite a while can.
-.-''

POA period was a bit embarassing.
Jac sorta accidentally "flicked" my specs off my face two times.
Got laughed at by sab & wei qiang .
Wei qiang never laughs y'know so imagined how funny da situation was.
so paiseh
>.<''

yes yes.
i must get a new specs frame.
anyone wants to sponser?
i'll love you A LOT!
HEH :DD

fill to burst.

sab's good at making me blurt out da things that's bothering me.
still remembered the last time i did.
but i didn't mind cos it's her.
was on the verge of breaking down tday =X
but i guess she saw it coming so she didnt pry.

but i know i'll be OK.
(:

TWO days more to my birthday.
WHEEEE
:DDD

BGM: Climbing The Walls - The Backstreet Boys

Isolation;
is my solution.
Solitude;
finding comfort in pain.
Lost in confusion.
Drowning myself in books.
To forget about it.
I don't want anyone to know about it.
Don't bother asking me questions about it.
just let me be.
I'll find my way.
perhaps by tomorrow,
all this will fade away
and by then,
i'll be okay.
(:

I really hope i don't ruin my own birthday.
just 4 days more.
Hope by then i'll be hyped about it.
oh yea, i seriously need to put on weight can.
:(

it just doesn't seem right.
that's why.
Both falling in too deep.
But i don't know if we're on the same page.
Cos he's ever-changing.
<333

Two pencils in a box,
parallel but not alive to each other.

the silence that's between us.
despite only mere distance away from each other.
i don't why i can't bring myself to speak.
and neither do you.
All i can remember when i last saw you today was you,
back faced against me; walking away...
let that not be a sign.
please.

i'm sorry .
<333

HEY HEY HEY!

guess whad?
ytd i thot to myself.
let's see if i sang, wud it stop raining?

had free time while waiting for FRIENDS to start.
so i started practicing my singing fer a lil' while.

AND IT DID! :DD

it never rained at nite and today too!
whee~
pure coincidence?
hmm.
perhaps perhaps perhaps.
or maybe not.
heh.

kept singing to myself Train's Drops Of Jupiter in class tday.
sucha nicee song (:

Ever since i started sitting on da right side of da canteen during recesses,
things happen to me.
not good stuffs.
and i definitely don't lyke the unwanted attention that comes along with it.
so suay can.
must be bad aura or somethin'.
=/

Has it dawned upon you that today is Friday The 13th?
AAAHHHHH!
XD

whad people should know by now:
My nothings always means something.
think about it.

I missed you while i was looking for myself out there.
<333

Since i have nothing to do at the moment...

there's two things you can read in this entry.
either da questionaire;
or skip that and read the other "thing".
HEH
:D

10 questions.

01. what is the time and date today?
19:42pm; 12 JAN 06.

o2. what are you doing now?
This and listening to Relient K's the one i'm waiting for :D

03. what is the thing that you treasure most?
thing ryte? hmm..the thing that gets me through the days -my mp3 :D

04. what is the most memorable date to you?
18 JAN 90! haha! XD

05. why?
cos it was the day i was born lol. blah. perhaps i've yet to experience a very very very very very memorable day heh (:

06. are you in a relationship?
nah.

07. which songs do you like the most? ( list 3 )
Currently:
*ANYTHING from RELIENT K's mmhmm album :DD
*You Get Me - Michelle Branch
*Catch Your Wave - The Click Five

08. which do you like the most?
err..relient k -duhh :D

09. do you believe in miracles?
maybe. maybe not.

10. who are you thinking about now?
a particular somebody maybe? heh.

Let's play pretend! :D

Things to do when you are in a crowd:

1. Tap somebody on the shoulder and walk away
2. Have a wide smile plastered on your face and
act as if it's your normal look
3. Scream then pretend you didn't do it when
people look at you
4. Spot a person walking alone and get a friend to
walk beside him/her together with you for a while, see how he/she responds
5. Wave and jump wildly at nothing in front of you
making people think that you're referring to them
6. Sit at a bench and stick out your legs hoping
to trip someone
7. Stop every few steps and pretend to think about something
8. Walk around in circles
9. Sing It's A Small World really loudly over and over again
10. Randomly select a person, jump in front of him
and pretend to be a rocker playing the guitar
11. Stand with your back against the wall and say BOO! when someone walks past

Remember to always pretend you didn't do it. (^,^)

Added Link: elaine (:

I thought that if i left you alone,
you'll figure it out;
have the decency to change.
but you let your immaturity get the better of you once again.

you'll wake up one day but perhaps by then,
it'll be too late.

i don't know why i experienced some strange emotions today.
in school, i was feeling confused.
thought about something too much i guess.
i wasn't sure what exactly the feelings were.
there were just there.

But all it took was one afternoon nap.
woke up and it was gone.
(:

darn it.
had PE tday.
took my height and weight.
i so need to put on more weight and grow taller can.
but my mom doesn't want me to do skipping cos she says eventually i'll grow.
If i do skip, perhaps i'll regret.
and end up tall rather than petite.

Ok laa.
dey do say moms knows best.
but a lil' bit won't hurt ryte?
heh.

I think i loss weight due to da fasting month.
bleh.

ANYWAYS XD ;
met our sibling class tday.
3n2. ( i don't know whads da no. haha =P)
finally said hi to beverly hehe.
heard cupcake's voice fer da first time.
so cutee can :D

we were paired up.
my buddy's name starts with an R.
yea, i can't rmb or pronouce her name.
sawree >.<''
but this is a first okay.
-i swear (:

woo hoo.
tmr's hari raya haji.
i'll get to stuff myself with FOOD!
AND AND AND.
meet my lil monster zurah, too!
:DD

p.s: thank you daud fer ure care and concern tday.
i'm so touched heh. <33

BGM: Tears And Rain - James Blunt.

wow.
i'm so happy fer shi jie.
JC life.
starting anew.
new cool friends.
so jealous can haha.

oh yea, and guess whad?
my kuzzie's in da same class as him also.
so cool :D
it's a small world afterall.
(:

NEW ADDITIONS:
Laughter; Soliloquy.
UPDATED:
Cutestuff.
BGM: Superman - Five For Fighting.

Had a Scorpion meeting in da morning.
damn, there's so much pressure.
I have to be done with da cheers by 2 freaking weeks.
plus teachers are alrdy talking abt the N-lvls.
>.<''

After that,
i accompanied yvonne to eat.
something weird happened.
Someone tapped my shoulder.
turned arnd,
nobody.
then turn back front,
there was this man.
he alrdy walked away lyke hw many steps and then came back to our table.
He was mumbling and pointing to me or somethin'.
Then he walked away.
Yvonne & me were lyke "whad?"

so absurd.
i dont even know da man.
:S

Had time to take an afternoon nap haha.
went out with jac in da afternoon.
bought daud's prezzie :D
heh.
he very well better appreciate it lol.

oh yea, guess whad?
me and jac were in da mrt.
someone was standing at da corner.
When he/she (cdnt rmb laa XD) left,
i backed up to da corner.
then suddenly, *POM*
i hit my head against that emergency button thingy.
and the sound was sorta loud fer a minor hit XD
i was so paiseh mann.
my immediate reaction was laughing out loud haha.
me and jac cdnt stop laughing abt it throughout da journey
LOL XD

And this isn't my first time heh.
=X
2 times alrdy.
Da first was when i was alone.
There was even this grp of boys near me.
heng there wasn't really a sound
okay. perhaps a bit.
To not notice if they noticed it or not,
i smsed ning zhi haha.

I keep forgetting there's that stupid emergency-button-wich-nobody-ever-uses there laa.
must not have a 3rd time.
>.<''

serendipity .
(:

NEW ADDITIONS:
Friendship .
WISHLIST UPDATED :D

Superficiality -far from non-existent.

Guess whad?
we have a winner!
so far nobody's been able to get that pirannhas (is that hw it's spelled? =X) riddle correct....
till tday that is.

it's Hazmi haha!
according to him, there's nothing he doesn't know.
rightt-
-.-''

he totally cracked me up with da hunter & elephant riddle lol.
XD

Met Darrich today (:
and he brought along da sweets from Australia which he promised me & ning zhi.
yay!
so yummylicious can :D
heh.

My search for Relient K's Mmhmm is over.
After lyke 4 cd shops i think =P ;
finally found their album at that cd shop at Heartland Mall.
But left one only =X
i wonder why.
Cos i don't think a lot of people know abt 'em.
From my circle of friends;
da only people whom i know have heard of 'em is shi jie and daud.

oh wells.
hopefully there's still more selling at HMV.
*fingers crossed*
>.<''

RELIENT K
-they totally rawk my socks off.

UH-HUH UH-HUH.
XD

HELLO (:

so far school's been okay.
Got Miss Kuck and Mrs Doreen Ng as our form teachers.
woo hoo!
heng i never got any troublesome teachers.
=X
heh.

AND AND AND.
now's da class is quiet.
mmhmm.
strange huhs.
BUT GOOD :D
XD

Oh yea, instead of 4n2
our class is called 409.
sounds lyke a gang no., prison no., hotel rm no. etc huhs.
haha!
=P

why?
Cos it's Mrs Low way of showing equality.
As in, it doesn't matter if ure in Express, Na or tech.
now we're sorta equal.
Cos in this way, we'll be reflected by no. and not by stream in our results slip you see.
lol.

It's a great change but still,
it's kinda weird to adjust to.

Okie dokie.
Let me list the names of the people in 4N2's 06!
(and let's see if i managed to list out all of 'em heh.)
(:

Ex-3n2 '05.
Liyana -duhh. XD
Jacinta
Fiona
Chin Ying
Sabrina
Siti
Lee Peng
Brandon
Peggie
Audrey
Sherlyn
Hong Yuan
Steven
Kok Meng
Francesca
Mei Wei
Yong Cai
Rong Yi
Michelle
Hafiz
Jun Wei

Da newbies :D
Yuemin
Qiao Li
Samuel
Alan
Wei Qiang
Jeremy Ng
Wen Han
Wei Chong
Kenny
Samantha
Syakir

let's see if i have 32.
*recounts*

yay!
yepp 32.
*applause*
arent i so thoughtful?
hehe.
XD

Now that wen han's in my class,
i have someone to kacau.
yayness :D
XD

and there's yuemin darhling too
:D

5 JAN.
tmr's daud's burfdae!
Then i'm next.
WHEE~
sweett* sixteen
(:

NEW ADDITIONS:
Metamorphosis; Cutestuff .
BGM: Drive - Incubus
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HAPPY NEW YEAR! :DD

woo hoo.
had a blast ytd
:D

celebrated at the Esplanade area.
the fireworks were gorgeous.
i had fun screaming "whoo" continuosly haha!
XD

there was this live band playing there too.
we sang along.
i got sprayed haha.
And it didnt help that i had long hair lol.
-.-''

having my mom's friend there was a plus.
he was so damn hilarious.
kept giving us riddles lol.
cdn't stop laughing.

i actually took lotsa photos.
but lazy to post laa...
heh.
=X

cant believe school's on Tuesday.

P.S: check out da new sections i recently added alrighty.

ciao! (: